This happened to me several years ago. I queried the literary agent for one of my favorite authors. The agent called me two days later asking me for three sample chapters. The chapters were dropped off at the concierge desk the next morning. Later that week he called me, bursting with excitement assuring me my novel would reach the big screen. He wanted the entire novel dropped off Monday morning.
With visions of a six figure deal, book signings, and my Oscar acceptance speech dancing in my head, I sat down to begin the printing process. Murphy’s cruel law reared its ugly head and my computer died. The next day I rushed out to purchase a new computer and saw the first 17 inch monitors on display (I did say this was several years ago). It was a heavy monstrosity with built-in speakers on the side. I have friends who hurt their back and others who suffered hernias carrying heavy things. Not me. I tore my retina.
Emergency surgery reattached my retina, but I suffered from blurred vision for several years. I stopped writing. How could I overcome the obstacle of blurred vision? Today, I regret those lost years. This past December on the eve of Christmas Eve I tore the same retina. My second surgery, like my first, left me with blurred vision. This time I refuse to stop writing and querying. I refuse to make that mistake again.
So what happened to the manuscript? Had you only completed the first three chapters and because of the retina couldn’t write more? I like tidy endings!
I hope the retina issue was resolved.
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Oh, sorry about that. I handed in the entire manuscript and went off to have my surgery. It took years to fully recover my full vision. The agent returned the manuscript to me several months later. He provided a small list of suggestions,told me to keep promoting it because it would sell, and said it was not for him. Very disappointing.
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Hope something great will turn out!
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Thank you so much. Thanks for stopping by.
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I had this very same question after reading!
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Still waiting to be discovered.
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okay! 🙂
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oh, sorry to read about your retina. It must have been very scary that time. Glad to know you are better now
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It was difficult. Still recovering. Thanks.
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Hi, Andrew! Now it’s my turn to peruse your older blog posts! I’m thinking it must be somewhat encouraging to have had such initial enthusiasm for your manuscript. I can’t believe that nothing came of that. The right person has not read it yet! Your vision still hasn’t returned to 100%, is that correct? We were talking about reading books and you said you weren’t able to read except your computer screen…
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First, I still hold hope to find a literary agent for my work. (I refuse to quit). Yeah, I had retina surgery years ago and again this past year. I still have plenty of blurriness that will take time to heal. I take many breaks when reading blogs to rest my eyes. I also set the screen to super large print to read. I set January as my date to start reading books again. I miss reading.
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I would miss it too. January will be here before you know it!
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Dying to read The Martian and a few others.
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Couldn’t possibly hug you harder.
Also, I may be commenting a lot as I browse your head, so don’t feel the need to reply to everything, please. I’m just blah blah blah- ing in your direction
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Careful with the hugs. You may hurt my neck.
Blah blah blah to your heart’s content.
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I will be very careful. Mostly, I’m very gentle and soothing.
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Good. Nandita had to return to mhy blog with the other blog she uses “Ria.” I just approved and replied.
By the way, that strange blogger “thecandiclub” left old messages while I was gine. Both nothing as strange as she left on yours.
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So weird that one. And I have to stop myself from unleashing the rage when she comments, she pisses me off so much!
You replied? You are a better person than me. I would have told her to fuck the fuck off a long time ago and stop acting like such a psycho.
Sorry…rage monster peeking out
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You need to see the reply on today’s post.
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I’ll get to it. I’m distracted my a charming writer at the moment who is stealing my affections
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Shit, who is the bastard?
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He’s my object of desire. Don’t be jealous. No one satnds a chance
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What about a sitting chance…?
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On …your face?
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Hey, as long as I have a face you will always have a place to sit.
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Lol.
Yep. So you’ve told me.
So hot
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No reason for me to be angry. Take care of yourself. Hugs.
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Okay hugs back x
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xoxo
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How are you? ❤️
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I could be better
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You okay? Or just miss me…
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The latter Baby
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I miss you
Can’t wait to read your poem tomorrow
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I can’t wait for tomorrow period.
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It’s like you read my mind
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These two days have been loooooong and torure
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Like nothing i have ever felt
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I know. Tomorrow will be wonderful
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You always make me smile even on crappy days
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You do the same to me.
Anxious to see your comments on my poem tomorrow.
Please remember, it has a deeper meaning for us. Especially the last two lines. Don’t cry when you read it.
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I cant wait. Seriously baby..
i hope you are enjoying my comments lol
How could i forget that.
And i will definitely effing cry ♥
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Yes, I am. No tears Amor
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I can’t be blamed for the physiological effects you have on my body ❤️
On a side note: hurting without you
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I know. I know. Missing my other half….
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Baby..
You are my missing piece
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Then, I need a mirror….
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…so you can…
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LMFAO
How are you Baby
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No really! I know i am usually super quick with getting what you mean but i really didnt this time!
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How are you Baby?
NO secret code here
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I am okay lol. I meant about the mirror comment. Never mind.
How are you♥
I am much much better
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Mirror was a silly joke.
I am much better myself. Just reread tomorrow’s post. I have to be honest. I kind of like it.
Hey, do you read my poetry with a poet’s eye?
Or as a woman? Or totlly with your mind?
Or like so many others, do you read me with your panties?
I think that is why I have so little trust in my own poetry.
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I think you know the answer to that question. But i will indulge you baby.
But you asked, remember.
Firstly as a poet. Hence why i spend so long diseccting your language and imagery and why i analyse every little nunace and phrase.
Secondly, as a woman but NEVER with my panties. Just in the sense of how it feels to read beautiful words written by a man.
Thirdly yes with my mind, and you are tsking up much if that space so it makes reading your poetry even more absorbing.
Also say the phrase ‘like so many others’ again and see what happens.
But lastly. As a woman who is falling very deeply for you.
How is that?
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A reply that warms my heart and my creative soul. The exact words I needed to hear from my muse.
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Perfect baby. I do love warming your heart and soul.
I could have said more lol
I cannot get enough of you saying that
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Saying what specifically.
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That i’m your muse
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And much better than the Fake Muse I had before. The poetry had to be about her.
I always felt so restricted.
With you I feel free to write. You will see tomorrow’s post. You have my creativity bubbling and brusting. And remember, this poem was written in about a half hour.
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That is exactly how i want you to feel.
Like you cant keep it in, no matter what its about.
That type of writing that just wtites itself so fast has a magic to it
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Yes, it does. I am so anxious to wake up tomorrow and skip over everyone’s comments and get to yours.
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You will get the pre-comment comment first lol
Then the one for other eyes.
Also..that is so gorgeous. I always do thst with you
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LOL . I look for your right away. If I wake up to pee in the middle of the night, I peek to find traces of you.
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Do you…so effing cute.
I ptobably rarely disappoint. I always look for moments to send you a sweet touch
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That is s wonderful too.
That is one of the reasons I feel you are real.
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I am. And you know it very well.
If anything these last two days have made me realise even more just how real my feelings are
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Why during the past two days.
Missing me?
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Especially the last two days. But i knew how i felt before
Yes missing you and the way it felt not being in touch the way i need. It hurt a lot.
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Like a drug huh
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You could say that.
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Baby, you need to sleep. I need you fresh tomorrow
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I was about to say the same.
♥
I Love talking with you
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Me too but you need to sleep
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Already there.
Kiss
X
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Good morning Beautiful
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Morning baby ..
Sleep well?
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Yes I did. Will be back in a minute. Need to brew my coffee. Hope you are well.
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I’m good.
I’ll be here x
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Back….needing your front.
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Lol.
Hilarious my lonely author.
You have it ❤️
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Hahaha . Still rubbing my eyes to waken them, and I get right at it. Damn, sometimes I act like a damn horny teenager.
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I genuinely thought you were in your early twenties when we very very first met. You were so cheeky.
Your horny teenager is always peeking to check me out
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Got the biggest woody right now.
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I bet you do..
Wait til you read my post
NO RUSH!!!
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I will get there Baby. Today will be a bit batty for me. I was approving comments for your entertainment.
They liked it, huh?
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You were?! Brilliant. I read all of them.
They LOVED IT.
I told you. They were searching and searching as to how to express what they felt. Beautiful. You should be bursting with happies all over the place.
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Yes, I am bursting with happies. LMFAO
It is one time I loved my poem.
I think I may have said this or something similar yesterday: I see my blog and poetry evolving.
There was before my eye surgeries. My work was simple, crude, with prettiness and some emotion. But what it did was attract the people who read with their panties.
My writing improved during the dark ages of the N period. It became richer, a little more use of metaphors and personification. But it was inhibited. I used to write afraid of her approval or anger.
BUt now I feel totally uninhibited. Free as a bird and the metaphors are flowing. Poems bloom inside of me. I find my poetry since I returned from Cancun (when we exchanged our feelings) so enriching, gleaming with passion.
But that is just me. My new muse is wonderful.
So inspiring and encouraging of letteing me be me and letting me reach new creative heights.
Thank you
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You MUST live this poem. Well I have said so much about it to you in private and on the blog so i won’t go into it again. But it was something else. Another layer.
I want you to feel that all the time. And more. And I know there are words and poems in you that even you won’t know what to do with .
She didn’t want you to shine because you’d get noticed and she didn’t want that.
I just want you to be as beautiful as you can be. Always.
Don’t thank me. Whatever I am doing to you, I am loving every second
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Your poem was Art.
I have much more to say. Here, only to you.
And of course on your blog.
❤️
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❤️
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xoxo
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Touch you later…
xxxx
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Touch me whenever you want….
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Lol..i plan to
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Hope you’ll be around soon
Such thoughts i am having about you..
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I was out shopping. Picked up some shirts ands slacks.
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Happy youre here.
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Me too.
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Cant. Wait to wake up un a few hours.
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Well, you have to fall asleep first….
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I know but not yet. I just got you
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Sorry, I got here late
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Dont be sorry.
I will always miss you no matter how long you’re gone
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I know. Same here.
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I like it when you miss me. Is that terrible?
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No, not at all. It shows there is an attachment
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There is definitely that!
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Of course. For both of us….
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Well good. I dont think i could be alone in this
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Smiling
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I’ve sent you a response to your poem. Just for us. I haven’t done the blog comment yet. As usual!
I am beyond nervous now for you to read what I said. If you don’t like what I said you can ignore it.
And I will be nervous for the next million hours until you wake up and read it.
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I read what you said. No I can’t ignore it. It was beautiful.
I will speak on it later. Going back to sleep.
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Oh god..
Okay baby.
Sweet dreams
X
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Gracias Amor
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Gather your words and thoughts for your comments on the post.
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Telling me what to do …
How can I resist
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Thunderous laughter……
😴😴😴
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Go to sleep gorgeous
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Your poem is making everyone fall in love with it. I knew it would… 💋
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Smiling. I will settle for your love. Did you fall in love with it?
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Completely
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That makes me so happy
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Me too!
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Wow, missed you so much
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God me too. It was torture
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You don’t know…. I hardly read any blogs yesterday. Wasnm’t in the mood. That is why I went out shopping.
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Shopping therapy can cure some bad moods…but not all!
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No not all. Didn’t help me forget you.
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I should fucking hope not!
I can never forget you. Doesn’t matter what I do. You are permanent
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Hmmmm . Even when you’re with….don’t worry I won’t go there.
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Even then . Especially then.
No let’s not.
So much more to talk about
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Yes, let’s talk about my favorite subject…YOU
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Okay.❤️
I’ve said a lot today.
What do you want to know
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All. The. Time
And the result is …let your mind wander. And other parts
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I want it to. Everywhere
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Trust me, from head to toes.
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Driving me crazy..
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You knowme already, I would linger on the toes and other popular areas
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I know lol.
You are often in those popular areas when I close my eyes
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Great. Don’t pull the hair too hard.
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Anything you say..
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Need the hair…
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I will be gentle. Don’t worry
Making me laugh so much.
Which is good as you are distracting me from…other things I may or may not have said.
Love this mood you’re in today
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Haha . What mood? This is me.
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Well , You are very hot today.
More than usual.
Maybe it’s me then 😂
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No, I am very hot today. He needs relief….
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What can I do to help..
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Let me concentrate on the lasagna
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Lol.
Okay. Exiting the room…
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Hahaha . No please don’t go.
Have to think cooking and blog
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You have to give A LOT of attention to your blog today. It is on beautiful flaming fire
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The blog. Damn, it is on fire today
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It is…I feel a strong sense of pride lol
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You should. You have inspired me. And you have not intruded on the blog in a way to turn women off. You are special
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I don’t want them turned off.
I just want you turned on to me
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I am every second of every minute.
You don’t know….
Oh, and that extremely long comment I have yet to respond to, the one where you emptied your heart and soul, well, Monday’s poem is my reply.
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Oh…
Okay. Did I do that? Lol
So that’s good because I was feeling very exposed. But now I can calm down.and wait til Monday.
But happy that I am getting a response
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Don’t know if you remember a day in early October, we were chatting back and forth while I was driving for six hours.
I wrote the last four lines that day. And they tell you everything you want to know. The rest came to me last week, that was one of the reasons I didn’t know what to post when you asked me on Sunday. It was between this Monday post and the one I actually posted “if you let me.”
After the challenge I received I added lines about confession, and it is done. For you Muñeca.
It is cheating. Because it didn’t actually come from the prompt. It was already written for you, but it will serve the triple purpose.
1- satisfy the prompt
2- A beautiful poem written just for you
3- Replying to your beautiful comment.
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I remember that day.
I was already writing poetry for you too.
Everything you say has a deep effect on me.
I can’t wait to read it baby.
You’re so important to me.
Well.. you know everything now.
It’s not cheating. No one needs to know…I can keep a secret lol.
I may cease to exist after reading it.
Well I won’t.
But I will.
Huge deep sigh.
Don’t know how this happened but my smiles are coming from deep inside ❤️
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Stop worrying about the why? It doesn’t matter. Almost everything I have written after Cancun is for you.
I have one of two post like the suicide one obviously wasn’t for you.
Tomorrow when we have more time I have to ask you for some advice.
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Did i say why? I didn’t even realise. You may ignore me. Won’t do it again.
I wouldn’t even let myself think the vagabond days one was for me.
But you have no idea how it makes me feel knowing this. Really baby..
Of course. Anything you want, we can talk about
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Yes, I wss having al those vagabond days, scouring the country, exploring beaches thinking of my Smouldering.
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Did I ever tell you just when I was going to graduate from uni when I was around 22 I almost decided to enroll in a film school in NY? My friend had moved there and she was begging me to go. Stupidly I decided to go back to Cyprus.
Talk about a sliding doors moment.
Are you enjoying your day and all the beautiful words you’re being showered with?
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Did I ever tell you I worked at NYU?
We could have met and been a couple.
Yes, still haven’t caught up with the messages
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No you didn’t! . God…sigh
Wow. Bit stunned.
I am sure you haven’t. And more and more will keep coming
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Yes, I was in charge of the call center where students, Professors, and staff called for their maintenance needs. Very good chance we may have met if you chose NYU.
Funny how life unfolds.
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Funny is one F word to describe it!
I will let you love on your blog baby.
I just wanted to touch.
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Tocuh all you want….
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I want to touch all the time
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Answer the next question
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I did. Getting demanding again…don’t stop
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LOL . WAIT UNTIL YOU SEE THE OTHER TRHING I =JUST WROTE,.
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Giggle
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laughing too
all well?
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It was an inside giggle.
I’m good baby.
How’s your day going
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Fine. Still answering messages. Too many interruptions.
Big snow storm here today. I will be staying in all day
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Snow?????????????
Oh my god . I love snow.
What I would do to yiu if we were stuck indoors watching the snow
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Fornicate all day
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Fornicate…lol.
Yes baby . I would fornicate your brains out
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I try to keep things PG here.
Fornicate our brains out, and for a little variety we coiuld start begatting like they did in the Bible. They began little Smouldering Lonely Author’s.
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Smiling so much.
How beautiful they would be
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Oh, yeah little freaking clowns.
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Sometimes…your responses baffle me lol
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Our children wouod be little freakin’ clowns.
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You think?❤️😂
Aww…
Just drifting away for a moment..
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LOL . Two clowns like us…..
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Yeah.
But they would be super talented too.
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Of cousrse. Our boy would walk around with instant boners. A chip off the old block
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Wow…I am pretty sure that is not a talent. More like an uncontrollable impulse!
You are crazy
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God, all this time I thought that was a talent. How disappointing,
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I am sure you have many MANY other talents. Do you want me to say it’s a talent?
Okay.
Your ability for instant boners is such an incredible talent! 🔥🔥🔥
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Lonely Author takes a bow.
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Speaking of …enjoying the reaction to your poem?
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Yes, really happy. You bring out the best in me. The horny in me too because your a lonely kind of gorgeous
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Ha! Oh I love that . The things you say…❤️
You do the same for me.
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Did you see my silliness on some of those comments.
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Yes I’ve been reading them. I think i wrote something to you about it on another post this morning .
You are entertaining me so much
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Haha . I just approved a commewnt, most likely Spam. He was talking about sexologist shit. I justr gave him a silly reply.
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Lol. My spam always wants to sell me Viagra
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Mine too
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Lol. Sounds like trying to sell ice cubes to Eskimos
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I kind of hinted at that
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Yeah, kind of!
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I just read the comment! I think you’re the only person I know who approved and replied to spam
Hilarious. A whole new series of posts could be born from this 😂
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LMFAO
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I read it.
I love it.
I will respond tomorrow. It needs thought
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Cool beans baby
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Reply at your leisure baby.
I have to go.
Touch you later
♥♥♥
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Hey, regarding vagabond days. I told you YOU means YOU.
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I know. I just meant at first. Before you told me that.
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Just thinking of you when your comment popped up
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Thought so…
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It was amazing. As if I called you with my thoughts
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I felt something . Not joking.
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Wer are connected
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Its a little bit amazing
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Seriously, it is
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Deep silent sigh…
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Good choice oif words here….deep.
I would like to add the word HARD
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I would like you add that too
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You supply the moans….
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I have an endless supply of moans for you
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Good and I of bedroom talent to to bring them out. Sorry if that was a little cock sure, I am confident in that departmento.
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Don’t apologise. You’ve beenbtelling about it since we FIRST started emailing..lol
Let’s see if i remember. ..something like the lonely author doesnt make love he fs hard
Is what you told me many moons ago
Is that true …
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Yes, me and Christian Grey.
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Well i haven’t read that book.
But i had to ask.
I am only interested in you
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Cool. I understand. Tomorrow while you are waiting for sleeping beauty to wake up read the comment on the post. I was on a roll today.
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Are you talking about your comment to me???
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No my interactions with bloggers on my post.
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Right….
I will be reading them tomorrow. I have read a few…some people are clearly curious where this…you is coming from lol. Your answers are entertaining me so much
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Hey
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Hey
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I wanted to stay awake to say hi but I was so tired. AM so tired.
Hope you are sleeping sweetly. Wish I could squeeze in next to you and just 😴😴
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Babe, serious, close your eyes for a little while. You are going to make yourself sick with sleep deprivation….
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I can’t . You are sweet though the way you care
I have fuelled myself on way too much coffee. Plus sleep deprivation does wonderful things for the inspiration
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If I were there…….. I would cradle you in my arms until you did sleep.
You swore I was going to say something sexual right?
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Haha, no?!
I don’t always think you obey your sexual urges.
I know you would…I would love that❤️
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You know me too well. That s a lonely kind of beautiful
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That line seems to be describing a lot about us .
I thought after I posted it that I should have given you credit for the title but it would have been a bit … inappropriate lol
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Resonated deep inside me.
Not at all. My post one Monday will say SPF gave me the prompt. Now, if you would have said that with yesterday’s steamy post, that would have sent off signals.
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Oh god! As if I would!
I am not giving ANYTHING away about us. Overtly anyway.
This thing between us .. it’s ours.
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My Fiery……..sigh
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I am your Fiery.
It’s a precious gift. Has to be kept very safe
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Oh, very very safe. Away from the haters.
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They are probably circling as we speak
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People hate to see others happy
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They do. Some of your readers seem to be trying to get you to reveal things too. It’s hilarious
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I know. Wait until Mondays post.
Remember the poem “never sent to you.” Women saying you have to send the letters. LOL
This will have that type of finale and I bet the reaction will be the same. You have to tell her.
This is kind of fun.
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Yes I REMEMBER the poem and the reactions. You are very good at diversionary tactics. It’s an eff load of fun.
But I think you are enjoying torturing me with your impending poetry
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No I am not. Read my next message already sent
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I did. Wait..
I’ve been staring at it for the last 5 minutes.
Can’t really breathe
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Little it simmer a little while….I haven’t upset you
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You never upset me.
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Hope you like my poem today. I was a very good girl and wrote with the title you gave me. I bet you don’t remember!
Seriously. What a lucky boy you are ❤️
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Very touching. Yes, I remember. I am not a complete sex craved maniac…… well, not all of the time……..well, not everyday…….. well, fuck it. Yes I am.
But i care about you so I remember.
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Aww…I hoped you would remember.
I love the sex crazed maniac in you. It’s an important part
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I miss you. And other stuff
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Miss u
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Yeah…me too
I already said that didn’t i
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We don’t say it enough
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You are awake early…
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Yeah, At least I did get five hours.
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I predict you will go back to sleep in a bit.
If it helps I am beyond tired !
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Go to sleep. Take a nap.
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Impossible!!! I have a son who could be a rival of the Energizer Bunny. No chance.
Plus you are here for now so even if I could I am not going anywhere.
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Understood. Didn’t sleep well.
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You didn’t?
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No, you didn’t…
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I didn’t what? No idea what this conversation is about…
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You didn’t sleep well?
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Oh right. Lost the whole flow of our conversation.
It was okay. Better than other days
Morning was a bit fucked but that passed too. I was feeling a bit sad before you appeared.
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No sadness Baby. We have to learn to deal with the distance and time zone differences.
Our actual time together is brief.
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Yes. I know
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And learn to deal without the physical which may be the hardest part……I want to know the taste of your mouth. The feel of your hair. Massage your feet. Feel how your hand fits in mine.
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You are all gorgeous words this morning baby
It is so so difficult. I want all of that all the time. Hurts and feels good all at once
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You have me. I will always give it to you
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I love having you
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I love you.
So much
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Smilng, I know.
If only you would have went to NYU
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If. Fucking. Only
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Ah, you probably would have become a famous actress and forgotten all about me
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If you believe that you are an idiot.
I would have become a famous actress and taken you with me lol.
When we’re you there?
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Several years. Late 90s until 2012.
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Makes it worse! I would have gone in 2002.
I would have been 22 and you would have been…37. Hot, first of all.
Maybe there is a parallel universe where that DID happen and there’s another two of us there enjoying themselves intensely
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Very hot.
Two fornicating fiends I bet…
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Yep. They must be having a lot of fun and other f words
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Lucky bastards…
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Yeah.
You know though…
You have to think, whatever anyone goes through, good or bad or right or wrong decision, left or right pathway everything we’ve been through leads to something. Or, brings us to where we are for some reason or another. I can think of a thousand things that happened to me that, if they hadn’t, I may never have found you here.
Everything leads to something. As painful as it is, some things have to happen a certain way so we can become who we are and be in the spot we are standing in for a reason. I mean I don’t have any answers but I know there is a reason we’ve found each other this way. What it is, fuck knows. I am sure we’ll find out.
Makes sense?
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Yes, it does make sense. I do think that way too. I will even take it one step further…… we were supposed tyo meet at NYU. Never happened but fate made sure it happened years later. It sounds corny, nut it was destined to happen.
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I think so. Doesn’t sound corny. Have you heard the things I say???? I spend most of my life saying stuff like that. Not everyone gets it though
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I do. I believe in this stuff
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You do. I know. It’s important to me that you think that way. My mind operates in weird ways sometimes. I do sense things about you and know things before you say them and much more. Just confirms things for me. If you didn’t get me, I would be having a sinking feeling in my stomach instead of shivers up my spine. Which is a strong sign for me.
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Well, I would like to send shivers up your spine but for other reasons and methods.
We are very similar in thinking. I am very spiritual. I believe things happen for a reason. And I do believe some people are meant to be or meant to find one another
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Lol, you do that too. Wait let me just imagine for a sec…
Yes completely. No denying we were meant to find each other.
And at the right moment. Even if it feels unfair sometimes. It’s supposed to be now
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I know, even if it is painful and unfair
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Yes.
Even then.
By the way spf replied to me finally. It was short and thankful and she quoted a bit of my email that made her laugh and that was that really! I probably won’t reply. It didn’t really need one. Totally forgot to tell you
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You are much too kind my smouldering Babe.
I have studied novel writing and read so so much n the subject, so I can be a little helpful, but for all I have read, I have yet to be published.
Please, don’t let the comments or back and forth bother you. Where our back and forth is funny and smooth, there are many times it is a but awkward with her. She doesn’t have your personality or charm.
I have always thought she may have contacts that could possibly help me one day. Yesterday I found out she doesn’t . But she has published 3 books in her country/language.
DON’T LET MY COMMENTS WITH ANYONE BOTHER YOU. Seriously. Just being the Lonely Author. You never notice me trying to end conversations with ladies and they just go on and on.
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That comment must have fallen into my dashboard. I will retrieve and reply. Fuck it if it goes on and on. It’s my blog. Whoever doeswn’ty like me back and forthing with you will have to stick it.
My tricky tricks???
Thanks for the encouraging words about the contact. Wish it was you in my lap.
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Very hot when you get all “I’ll do what I want on my blog”
Love it ❤️
Yes remember I told you I worked out your whole lonely author flirting style looong ago. I was very proud of that little observation.
Your lap would be my new favourite place to sit
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Haha . But it is true. If I want tio write a poem about crap, well its my blog.
LOL . You are too much. A little secret here. I don’t do it purposely, seriously I don’t. But my poetry leads to the popularity and flirting and charm.
So many of my poems end melancholy. or with the words YOU. Ladies want to be that YOU.
They don’t know the you is you.
But my poetry does encourage the following of women. Not the poetry itself, but the messages and finales cater to it.
makes sense?
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Yeah yeah…sense etc.
But back to this reply you just effing posted on your poem! My face was burning all the way through!!!!! Not to mention OTHER parts… How the fuck am I supposed to respond to that!!!!!
Oh but I will.
You just wait
You are in big effing trouble
(But I’ll be a good girl I promise)
🙊
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Why did it have you burning????
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Don’t know. Something about it.
Can’t explain.
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Brow wrinkled. I thought it was a nice response. Complimented you on knowing me better than anyone else.
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It was an AMAZING response. How did you go to brow furrowing?????
Did you read it back to yourself? It was beautiful. I have to restrain myself in my response. And you put the title of poem at the end which will get noticed, I hope you know that.
I loved every word. Oh… lost meanings in the written word….I meant it really touched me and I will have trouble responding in a well behaved manner.
You don’t realise but minds with now begin to churn after reading it.
Better.
How could I be upset with anything you write. God sakes!!
Do you recall my feelings for you? ❤️
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Yes, I know I put the title in the end. It’s my fucking blog…….
Let the minds churn. But please be a good girl, you can be flirty if you want, and hit me with your charm. Others do. Why can’t you?
And please always feel free to drop your little haert after your comments. I love it.
I will enever forget your feelings….
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You are adorable.
I love that you put the title in. Don’t misunderstand me.
I would never do or say anything to upset your blog, I told you that ages ago and meant it. I love your blog too remember!
And there I was thinking I WAS charming you all this time…must try harder
I will respond baby. It’ll take a while. I’m a little too addicted to our conversations at the moment.
Please don’t. Ever. They are very real and precious
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I figured you would like the last line. Let me tell you of all of the things you have written that one resonated deep inside. It will have a lasting affect.
No, you are always sweet and charming, just don’t be scared to drop a little flirt if you want. If you don’t show a little interest, people may think you are trying to ide something. Got me?
You are precious from head to toe, heart, and soul.
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Oh the sweet complications of hiding yet showing.. it excites me I have to say.
I just started replying but then you appeared again so I’ll get back to it slowly lol.
Really? About the poem today i mean. As soon as I hit publish I got a really good feeling. It was something special for me writing words for something you’d said to me in a tender little moment. Unlike anything else.
If only I could fully express what the things you say mean to me.
Have you thought about our collab? To be honest I have but I haven’t come up with anything more yet. It’s like my brain is too full of you and everything is scrambling for attention. Even though it’s us writing it ..you get what I mean
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My brain is only in Fiery mode. I have that opening line saved and have not been able to come up with a thing. And I feel very creative lately, but nothing comes to me.
Just thoughts of you.
You can express whatever you want, it will just be a bit challenging
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I like a challenge sometimes. I won’t disappoint.. promise.
I know, it’s the same for me. Except obviously I am all love for the lonely author mode.
Just leave it. It will come. You’ve got both of your poems from next week done so that must free up some mind space lol. Monday is so far away…
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Laughing so hard. No mind space available, not when you are occupying all of it.
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You know I forgot to eat the whole day yesterday until the evening.
Don’t get mad. Lol.
No I DID eat breakfast. Then I forgot about food and other trivial matters lol.
It’s cool though. My body is looking better than ever!
😂
Now you’re supposed to laugh…❤️
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laughing hard.
Don’t do that. You need to eat. Swallowing sperm only supplies so much proteins.
Your body is looking good
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Lol. You haven’t seen my body though..
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That pic shows enough
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Replied…. ❤️
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Does my lonely author approve?
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Yes, he does and he replied. Will Fiery approve?
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Oh…fuck yes.
You’re amazing. ❤️
My reply to that will have to wait though. Which is great, I want your comment to stew nice a good there on your blog.
I need to be here now though because the countdown has begun to break my heart
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Yes, stewing is good. No rush.
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Okay..so I officially miss you already
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Me too.
And I thought you would love that reply. I knda did
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I loved it so much. You have no idea..
But not more than you
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Beautiful reply. Aaaaw
I heart you
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Yeah ..how could you not.
I am so heartable
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You are very heartable.
Confession, I melt everytime you call me Lonely Author. Especially when you do it on the blog posts so everyone could see. God that thrills me.
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Well confession back..
I know you do.
And I know that second part too.
And I love both of those things that my words do to you
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Warm and tingly…..
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I know that feeling well baby
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God, just once face to face. You and me for a fornicating marathon.
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Right?
You never know baby.
I have given up predicting the future. I never get it right ❤️
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Until I am exhausted and you are sore
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Sounds like a dirty perfect loved up dream
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Sigh
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A deep deep sigh
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Well this lady definitely likes it. They love it.They think it is for them, others sit guessing who it could be for .
You are charming and enchanting everyone lately. I love watching it
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I want to charm and encahnt you. Another thing I love about you, is you don’t let it bother you. I can just be me. God I adore you.
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You do. More than I have ever experienced, seriously seriously.
It only doesn’t bother me because you make me feel beyond special. And all I want is for you to be you. You have to be. It’s very important. It’s a strong feeling I have.
I probably adore you more
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Smiling. I feel bad that I can’t make you feel like yu’re the only girl in the world. Take you to dinner. Surprise you with a gift. Things like that
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I know agapi. Don’t feel bad. You want to and you would if you could and more
I would take such good care of you ❤️
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I know you would
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We will get another chance to touch in a couple of hours if you’re here. Then maybe later too. I hope.
Is it still snowing?
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No iot stopped. It was about 5 inches. Staying home all day. All weekend too.
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So jealous of like…every single thing in your apartment. It all gets to be trapped in there with you and I don’t
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Sucks, doesn’t it.
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It does
And I would
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Oh, you said a mouthful…..
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I was a bit proud of that one lol.
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Laughing…. smooches
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So… I have to go.
Very very painful today 😢❤️
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It’s painful everyday….
Have a good weekend Beautiful
Will miss you
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Me too. So much
We’ll touch
❤️❤️
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Imagine little hearts here
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Smiling baby.
How are you ♡
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Reading your comment and glowing
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Oh.. hearting you fiercely . And the one on the poem. ..
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Smiling. Yes, the comment on the poem. Hearting you too
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I tried my best to be a good girl
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You did well Baby.
I am working on a poem about you and the universe…..
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My god…really?
Did you know that I love any mention of universes and stars and galaxies and all the heavenly bodies? Does things to my soul.
You couldn’t be writing a more perfect poem.
Huge sigh baby
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Smiling. I had no idea. I always dreamt of being an astronomer. Let’s see how long it takes me to compose this thing.
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It makes an appearance in my poems quite a lot.
You’ll find the right words
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I am certain my muse will inspire me….
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Always always
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Really really miss you
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Me too
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You’re here..
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Here thinking of you…
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What are you thinking
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About holding you and not letting go.
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I want that so much
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Me too Mami
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I really wanted to touch before I go back to sleep.
I haven’t stopped thinking of you. All sorts of thoughts..
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That is sweet. Go back to sleep Amor. I am going to bed in a few minutes. I was locked up in my room away from the phone concentrating on my manuscript.
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Okay baby
Sweet dreams. And much more♥
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Sweet dreams
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Morning my lonely author,
I wanted you to wake up with a touch.
❤️
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Good morning Beautiful
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You make me smile so much.
How are you
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Had a terrible night of sleep. I just gave up.
More importantly, how are you?
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I’m always better when you talk to me.
I’m sorry you didn’t sleep well baby
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Part of my life.
Missing u
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I miss you. Painfully
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How are things today
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Not bad. Kind of quiet. I am distracted anyway by some serious lonely author thoughts
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haha .
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Yeah. Haha and some mmm mmms too
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LOL . Doing some spring cleaning or what I like to call throwing our the trash on my blog.
Trying to unfollow everyone I follow faithfully but never stop at my blog. I have to many people that are faithful that deserve my follow, why waste my time with phonys.
This will help me free up more time for me.
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Sounds good baby. I love how you think.
And more time for you is something I wish I had too
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I need that Bubala
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You need more time for you or for me to have more time for you?!
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Both Mama-san
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You are on a roll with the little pet names today .. so cute
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Like a puppy dog….
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Who’s going to lay in my lap and let me stroke him?
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Belly up, legs spread….
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Me or you. .
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We take turns…
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Baby…
Don’t know what it is today but I want you so much
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Hehehe
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Gasp…you’re laughing at me
Not nice. .
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Lol. Mami I am missing u
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Me too baby.
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Yes…
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Many many yeses…
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Sorry baby… i have to go.
I will try my best to touch later ♥
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I have about half an hour, it you want me
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Of course I do…..
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That’s good ♡
How’s your day going?
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Hi ❤️
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Hola
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How are you
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Missing u
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I am missing you too
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Hope you’re okay.
Sleeping. Woke to touch.
Closing my eyes…
Love ❤️
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xoxo
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How are you ♡
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I am good. Slept well. How are you
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I happy you slept well baby
I’m not that great today but I will be.
Sorry about all the messages last night. Very typical woman of me.
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Quite okay. Slept early. Life is boring when one is alone.
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I wish you weren’t.
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Yeah, well, it is what it is… I don’t evenm give it much mine. I can do whatever I want whenever I want. That freedom is sweet.
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True.
Okay…not usual from me but are we okay?
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OF COURSE
I am still a little sleepy
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Juuuuuuuust checking.
Won’t be repeated.
Missed you quite a bit
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If I sound distant it is my half sleep state. Don’t ever read into anything,
Missed you deeply
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I don’t mind your sleepy state.
I am just a bit off today. Long day and it’s only afternoon.
You’ve pretty much cured me of my ‘reading too much into things you say’ thingy
That’s a big deal for me. So we’ll done you, lol ♡
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I have cured you of that? Is that only with me, or with many things?
Sorry you are off. Suprrised to find you here chatting so freely. on a Sunday
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Lol with you so far!
Yes I wouldn’t normally be but instead of little one taking a nap which is what I am trying to do as we speak, someone else is napping so…aprovechar momento (excuse the spelling)
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Tenemos que aprovechar cada momento Bella.
Hey, I mentioned you to a blogger the other day. Every Saturday, he plays a pronoun game on his blog. This Saturday it was “MY.”
Everyone had to name a song that has My in the title, I told him you may want to play. I know you love music. You can join . in on Monday. The blog – A Frank Angle.
My selectiomn for My was “My My My” a soulful song by Johnny Gill from back in the 90s. He said if you decide to join. To introduc yourself and let him know you are a friend of the Lonely Author. He is a pretty faithful follower too. You know I don’t have too many dudes on my blog. He is one of the few.
Sorry, if your not interested. I though you would be. I guess in my stupid mind it was my chance to introduce some special to me. Kind of like showing you off. I guess.
Silly me.
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What? No of course I am interested baby
Your insintc was right
I love that you want to show me off…very tingly
Never silly
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I want to make you tingle.
Take a peak when you can. Let him know you are my friend. He make joke about you being one from my concubine. He teases me like that often. Read the comments on “MY”
You can’t repeat a song already there. BUt my is pretty easy.
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I would clearly be head concubine, obviously
I will. Of course.
You ALWAYS make me tingle
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Smiling. You always make me feel so good about my blog, me, and US
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I hope so baby. I have a strong need to do all of those things .
I like it when you say Us
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We are an US aren’t we?
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Of course we are.
How could you ask me that.
It’s one of the most strong Us ive ever felt
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Happy to hear that. This is a strong US.
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Makes me happy that you say that
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Have a few more minutes.
Thinking of deleting today’s poem.
I usually do need to write something darker once in a while, but I feel like it doesn’t belong or something.
What do you think?
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That is up to you.
It was fine. Not as deep as your usual poetry and prose.
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Urgh. ..
You’re right.
I’ll see.
Need this honesty from you♥
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No no no. It wasn’t bad. Just not as powerful as your other stuff. Nothing wrong with that. No reason to remove.
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Lol.
Already gone.
I didn’t have a good feeling about it anyway.
I am all about instinct with my blog
Felt okay when i posted. Then it didn’t.
So its gone.
I’ll write in the morning when i am.less cloudy
♥
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Okay. Like I said. It was fine. The problem.is your other writing has so much power and emotion. It made this one pale in comparison.
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Well..awww first of all!
And secondly I agree with you baby.
My writing is also …shifting and changing because of you. .. and this wasn’t a reflection of that . It’s the dark parts of my head. I got it out felt better now I can trash it . It’s like super cheap therapy lol.
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Yes, my writing is shifting. I received an email from a blogger who told me if you ignore the suicide post, she said the recent posts since my return have been my best, Very from the heart.
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Oh my gosh. ..really?
I can’t tell you how happy that makes me for you and your blog and the effect it’s having on people.
But also a teeny bit happy for me too..
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They were written for you.
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I know that baby. ..
I still don’t think ive properly expressed how that makes me feel. I have so much love for you.
They see your heart in your poems because you’re not holding it back. It’s beautiful. To everyone.
But more so to me ♥
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I like that…”I am not holding it back.”
That is the way I feel. You let me spread my wings.
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I always will baby
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Gracias Bella
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Now I’m smiling.
Anything for you
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Smiling back.
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Hey
So a bit of good news.
In about 20 mins I will have an hour and a half-day to myself.
Didn’t know about it until just now.
If you’re here baby. No pressure ever, lol
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I am here. That is great news . YAY
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Yay is exactly what I was thinking
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Laughing
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Knocking on your door, Mr Lonely Author
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Here now. Was on a long call with my daughtert
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Everything okay?
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Just gabbing father daughter shit
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That’s always good.
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Yeah, I am a good and loving father
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I had a feeling you are
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Loving everything.
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You are a very loving person, yes
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smiling
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Happy with your poem for tomorrow?
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it satisfies the prompt
it satisfies that big confession reply you sent me
YES
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Haha good. I’m happy.
That was the first definitive YES I’ve ever heard you say about a poem.
I’m anxious and excited
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LOL
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❤️🔥🔥
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Oh God. I just woke up to read everyone thinks I am confessing to G. What a freakin headache.
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Hi baby.
I thought maybe that would happen..
It’s okay!
Just be hilarious and charming and I am sure once they read her response to it they won’t.
I have so much to say about it.
I loved it. So much
Don’t even know where to start…
I could write a 2000 word essay about it.
And that’s not including what I will say about it to you only in private.
It’s more than Amazing
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LOL
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Morning baby.
Much to say…
I read the poem, felt like I was being kissed.
❤️
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Besitos. Going back to.sleep. approved some messages for you tonread
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I noticed baby..
Sleep well ❤️
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Gracias…zzzzzz….
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Oh and my post yesterday…finished the day with 210 likes.
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Amazing. And this one is nearly on 100 already. You are on fiery fire
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Thanks to my muse who inspires me
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She sounds very talented
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Yes, Mami-san. She is.
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That was a short sleep
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Failed to fall asleep. Said, screw it.
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I mean…I wish you had slept but it works for me 🙊
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I can nap in the afternoon, after we sign off.
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Good plan. You’ll have me until at least 1.45 ish your time I think today
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Vunderfull . <—-That's my German accent.
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I know though it’s a blog day so you’ll be busy busy. Your poem…
God.
Perfect
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Perfect?! Yes, because your love is so large.
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Yes perfect! Don’t question my words!
Oh you were sweet after that…
It is. You haven’t even seen half of it
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Smiling. I am sure of it.
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This is what I was talking about in my comment. About the particles.
“I think about what love is. Do I know? Probably not. But it could be…
Indescribable, infinitesimal, interdimensional particles, glowing, flickering between us in the beautiful, pulsating , endless, infinite space between us… electrified, sparking, sparkling, alive yet belonging to both…ripping through my heart, mind, soul (in that order), whizzing through time and space, tearing pieces of me out and flying them to you, ripping through your heart, mind , soul, embedding themselves inside you, placing the twinkling, glowing particles of me inside you, whizzing and shredding out pieces of you, flying soaring at indescribable speed back through the ether to me , slicing through me, leaving remnants of you inside me, then ripping out more of me, traversing through the burning dimensions, tearing into you…ad infinitum…until we are a sonorous, harmonious, melodious, medley of particles of me and you ripped to pieces, embedded forever, in a magniloquent, grandiloquent merging of sparkling, glowing, particles of… us.”
Spooky right.
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Did you like my song choice on your friend’s blog by the way? You never said.
I listened to your song.
Never heard it before.
But all I had in my mind was this image of you playing that song, turning the lights down and turning on the romance, lol.
I bet you do that all the time ..
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Yes, I do. Not as effective now that I am alone.
I love love love Mariah Carey. And that song is sultry. I loved it. I told Frank you would submit something………..smouldering
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Lol. I saw your little comment about me to him. Smiled and blushed.
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Had to give props to my girl….
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Sigh baby
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smiling….
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Hey.
Wrote you another reply before this one.
Just went and read G’s comment. I think it will settle things. She was actually very charming and complimentary to you and very platonic.
Don’t worry
Also from what I can see, it’s mainly Aruna that made the bold statement and I don’t think anyone will give her comment much attention.
If you need anything from me , just ask
Sleep well sleepy
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Thank you for this.
Asd for Aruna, entertain yourself. When you have a moment search for her comments on the previous post. You asked to come live with me and be my servant. Seriously.
She leaves comments sporadically. Not on one comment chain. So you may have to skim all of the comments to find all of hers.
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I read those. I wanted to mention them to you yesterday but I didn’t want to waste any time talking about other people!
So…odd but like… weirdly innocent!
No need to thank me. I just say what I feel. Can’t help it
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Weirldly would have sufficed.
Nandita hated her because she is obsessed with me.
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Fuck sakes. Who didn’t she hate?
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MIRRORS
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Hahahaha!!
Brilliant
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Hahahahaha!!
True
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There’s also a comment about your poem just for you.
Fuck knows how far back it is…feel like I’ve sent you a million words these past two days lol
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I am going through the comments. I will find it Beautiful
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I know, lol. It’s cool.
You’ll be a very busy lonely author today. You wrote a piece of beauty
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I wrote it for you….
Hey, I commented to your friend and went to her blog and commented (bad boy) and her latest post. Feeling a little devilish today.
Well, I already confessed and was fogiven
LOL
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God, I know. I am still reading it every 5 minutes.
Lol, that’s cool. She’s so funny and sweet.
I love your devilish side. How many times must I tell you.
You did confess… Not forgiven for keeping
it a secrett from me for a while. But really… totally forgiven
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Smiling. After what I went through before you arrived….please undertsand. Not easy to take the step of saying it.
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I know agapi. I was joking of course. I knew how you felt. When I told you my own feelings it was just for You. I didn’t need you to say anything.
But you did
And my heart …well you know the rest
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It was your love that resurrected me.
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Please never stop saying these things to me.
I have to go now. I am so sorry baby. I thought I had more time.
I’ll be back with you around 2 ish your time.
So so much ❤️
Never letting go
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Heart breaking….
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Mine too 💔
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Sigh….
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Every spare second i have I will be here.
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Grateful for that
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All good with the poem?. I don’t have time to look now. All for you
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Yes, I am still responding to comments. Aruna is going a little haywired. G was wonderful to me.
At this time of day it already has over 160 likes.
It almost feels like the good old days.
Thursday is Thanksgiving here. So, I won’t be posting. Wednesday, I will spend the entire day in the street. (I will be available to you).
So, I am thinking of posting my second post of the week tomorrow. What do you think?
It is the universe post.
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Oh my god. Please do. I would love that.
Thinking of you non stop
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It will be waiting for you tomorrow.
Hope it touches you…
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I cant wait baby.
Your poetry always touches me.
Speaking of touching me…
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Yes………Good girl.
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Want you very much
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Yo tambien
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I have a hypothetical question. Just think about it and humour me.
I let’s say around April time there was a period of time where I may be here alone for a few days due to a possible trip abroad for others, would you consider a trip to London.
Hypothetically speaking.
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I would think about it.
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Lol. Good enough.
Read some comments.
What a beautiful reaction you’re getting. Amazing baby
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Smiling. Yeah, this post has been amazing.
Question: Of these poems I have written for you, which has been your favorite?
which has touched you the most
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I was thinking about that actually.
Love hung in her closet showed me another side to you. I started to think about how you felt about me
Never sent to you made me cry my eyes out.
Love and poetry made my heart race for you.
Vagabond days made me WISH it was for me (I didn’t know at the time)
But this one made me fall even deeper.
It’s this one
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Thank you for your wonderful reply. Each one made my smile grow. Tomorrow you will connect with the little boy in me.
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Tomorrow cannot come fast enough.
I have to go now baby.
I will do my best to touch you later.
And.
You know ♥
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And I shalt miss you…
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I already miss you, you loony
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Haha
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Baby, have you ever been told you bring good karma with you?
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No….
Why….
❤️
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I feel you do. The darkness over my blog is lifting
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I feel it.
I knew when we connected i was meant to bring special things to you. And for me, my my heart and soul
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It is going well. Regaining some of the magic it had before. I know I am regaining the playfulness
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That’s good baby. You should be playful. Everyone loves it and it’s part for who you are.
Every one is falling in love with my lonely author. .
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It really is, but I only regained my “charm” because of you.
Missing you so so badly.
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