Her resolute aqua eyes spied the barren subway tunnel. Grateful no one occupied the dark passage, she clenched her trembling fists. Tiny glints of light reflected off of subway rails reminding her of the unseen orbs twinkling in the evening sky. A thousand years have passed since the last man witnessed the unholy heavens. Perhaps, she could succeed where hundreds of others had failed before her.
Veyda possessed no fear of death. With mankind on the brink of annihilation, she refused to wait for the inevitable. Unlike her apprehensive comrades, who rejected the idea of an aggressive campaign against the powerful aliens; she relished the opportunity. Let us decide the time and place of our final destiny.
Extinction. The ungodly thought coursed through her angry five foot eight inch frame like a rabid roller coaster on steroids. Detesting the toxic way it reverberated inside her ears, she expunged the word from her vocabulary. How could fate be so cruel? Did life on Earth really have to end here and now? Not if she had anything to say about it.
Veyda refused to join the dinosaurs and Neanderthals in extinction.
Veyda is the lead female character of my novel/screenplay trilogy Paradox
This is a very interesting and strong female lead, which unfortunately “the biz” doesn’t have enough of. I am an emerging writer of short stories and have thought about challenging myself into writing novels and, later on, screenplays. Which would you say is easier? Any advice on how to start the what-seems-overwhelming process?
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Alexia thanks for your comment and questions. Each format has its advantages, disadvantages, and challenges. I personally enjoy writing both, but if I had to choose one I would say novel writing is easier. Novel writing expects you to include your character’s thoughts and feelings, something good screenwriting omits. .
When you are ready to tackle novels and screenplays chose one of the two formats. Screenplays are written in present tense and novels in past tense. Therefore, it is better to master one format before considering the other. There are great books on screen writing written by Syd Field (my favorite) and Robert McKee. There are dozens of great books on novel writing.
When you think you ready, please feel free to contact me. I will be happy to answer any questions you may have to help you get started.
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I really like this strong female character. Write more please. Thanks
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Thanks. There will be more on Veyda and other characters in my books.
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Another interesting character that appears to have great inner strength and a lot of passion. I love the name as it is not common and carries with it beauty and strength.
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I love the name too. She is a fun character. I always enjoy reading strong female characters.
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As do I…I read a Canadian writer, Donna Morrissey, and she writes some of the strongest female characters I have ever met.
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I will have to find her work. Really great chatting with you.
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let me know if you read any of her work…it was great chatting…enjoy the rest of your night…
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You too.
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Reblogged this on Ancien Hippie.
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Thanks so much. I am flattered.
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Veyda possessed no fear of death.Oh she is totally the lead character!
Loved this line:
Let us decide the time and place of our final destiny.
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Thanks, Really appreciate it. So happy that we met.
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Welcome.
I’m happy as well.
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Veyda – I like her. Strong, angry, resolute. I’ve written male characters in the first person, channeling my dear men friends past and present. How do you get inside the heart and mind of your female lead? You have powerful women in your life, I know!
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Good question. No, never had strong women in my life. I tried to imagine George Patton as a female. I try as hard as I can to be in the head of the POV character. I do the stuff we read in books of actually writing down each character’s back history.
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Wow! George Patton as a woman! I do the same thing with each character: write a page of backstory, not included in the narrative.
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Yeah, it helps so much. You stay true to the character and their reactions.
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Unholy Heaven!! what a weird phrase and it is awesome!! You have published your novels or written more about them? i am new here so guide me please
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Unpuyblished. Still searching for a literary agent. Thanks for reading.
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I don’t know how I missed these posts. I’ll have to visit and skulk about more often. Good work, Andrew.
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Thank you. That was early in my blogging process. I need to get back to posting more of these and other short story fiction. Thanks for your encouragement.
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I think you’re right, but it’s good to diversify, some of this and some of that. I find it helps me not get bored with blogging.
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Yeah, I agree. I am working on a few short pieces for the blog. Not ready to publish them yet. Thanks for your encouragement.
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You’re welcome. 🙂
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Mr Lonely Author … ❤️
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Here I am Sweetie
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Breathing
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I am grateful for that.
I wasn’t until I found that first message from you
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Really…
Sigh
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Yeah, sigh…
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You make my insides go all fuzzy-wuzzy
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Not like an old can of baked beans, I hope…
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Lol. No
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Give me a minute
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Sure…
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Like…
I’ve run out of metaphors
Lol
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LOL . Not you?
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I know! You bamboozle me
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What?! Or should I say What!?
Screw it
WHAT
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Confuse, astound , beguile…etc.
You confuse me! But I like it
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What about make horny?
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Yeah that’s it
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Haha
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And proving my point that YOU always lead us down the pervy, I mean sexy path
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I guess we met under a street lamp on the corner of Poetry and Perv
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No!
Don’t ruin it!
I like the other corner more..
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Me too. wonderful place to meet…
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It is..
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I fell in love with the photo I used for the post. It helped inspire the poem, well, the photo and a certain muse.
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I am loving my new role. Almost like it was meant to be.
You fall in love that easily? Fascinating…
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Haha . That is not a nice thing to say.
You intrigued long before I said anything
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I am just playing with you baby.
So did you
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I know Amor. NO worries. I was reading and answering your comment on my post.
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I replied. I loved it by the way
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A bit swamped.
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I understand
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How are you?
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I’m okay, sexy.
Tend to your bloggy ❤️
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Need to give you attention too.
You posted today?
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I love your attention.
Of course I did.
I think I fell in love with my poem today
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Oh, I will be there in a bit.
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You’re already there.
I mean. Okay…
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LOL . I know what you meant.
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Can’t reply to your comment right now. Lost in it
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Of course…
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So I did a good job with your word of choice?
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You nailed it.
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Perfect
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Smiling. It was really awesome.
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Makes me happy that you liked it
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Missy, I loved it
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That’s good. I wanted you to
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I think someone felt threatened by my fierce rhymes and almost immediately wrote and posted a rhyming poem after she ‘liked’ mine.
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Pray tell. Who?
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N
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N as in Nauseating.
I have never returned to that blog. Not even for a peek.
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Exactly how I feel when she likes my poems and when I read hers. Still following her so what can I do.
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I understand. Now, she reads you for other reasons.
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I know. But I rationalise it as fair price to pay for…the rest of this situation feeling so good
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That is so lovely. I am worth that sacrifice Baby?
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Much more
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Aaaw…
You are a treasure
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Rare and priceless?
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Yes. And buried deep in my heart
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Baby…
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Yeah…?
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The things you say
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Smiling. I hope I make your day
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Yes. You do, even the darker ones
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Wish you didn’t have any dark ones.
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They are brighter since you
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Well, you lifted me out of ther abyss…
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I feel that’s what we were meant to do
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Be together?
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I think so
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Hey, I was having an early lunch. Tired of the cooking and washing dish.
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I am glad you’re back. Love that you cook and wash dishes. Adorable
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Well, how else am I going to eat? LOL
I can only eat so much pizza and Chinese
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True!
Although I could live on Chinese takeaway very happily and never cook again lol
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Me too. egg foo young or boneless spare ribs
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Nice, I’m in.
We have about 30 mins by the way so squeeze in as much lovin’ as you can, lol
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LOL . I will
What are you cooking today?
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Nothing today. Little one is eating now (multitasking…) and I have…less of an appetite these days lol. Others eat at work today.
But tomorrow something with sliced beef and mushrooms and rice…I usually wing it!
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Interesting. If you nourish yourself with love you will wither away.
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You think?
It’s working so far… and I haven’t withered yet
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I won’t let you
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Adoring you right now
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Seriosuly, when aren’t you
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Hahaha! I know!
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And I didn’t mean it in a mean or conceited way.
You are a sweetheart. Wish I met you before I met her.
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Me too. But things happen as they were meant to.
I have to go baby. I’ll miss you more today
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Baby. Te voy extrañar
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❤️❤️❤️💋
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xoxo
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Baby, not sure how often i will be able to touch today. It is kind of a bad day..
So.
Something, so much ♥
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Sorry, to hear that. Keep me hiding in your thoughts. Let me help you make it through.
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I will. Promise
♥♥
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Gracias Muñeca
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Miss you so much.
All ok here ♥
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Thank you for this message. I was concerned. Relieved now
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I know you were..
Love that you care about me the way you fo
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Hey, you’re my girl
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Love when you say that
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Are you or aren’t you?
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I am baby.
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Good girl
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Smiles on my face at 4am.
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LOL . Smiles on mine too Beautiful
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If only my lips were there too
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I know. Could use them right about now
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Me too. So so much.
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Sigh
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Always sighing for you.
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Even bigger sigh
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Even deeper kiss
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I like that
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I know
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Should you be in your jammies going to sleepy time?
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Soon. I was thinking if I go to bed later, perhaps I won’t wake up in the middle of the night
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Good plan…i am so tired but trying to get little one back to sleep
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Aaaw. I hope you don’t lose too many hours of sleep
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Too late!!
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In case i have to disappear in a minute…
Sweet dreams baby.
Dont know what it is, but something about today..i feel deeper things for you.
Kiss
♥
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That is wonderful. Try to g dr t some rest.
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Okay baby
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Haha..oh my gosh you are so sexy when you get all demanding.
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Smiling. And you asre all sexy when you are so obedient.
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I aim to please you
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Prepare your knees then…..LOL
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Lol.
I am always ready
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Good girl…
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Debatable , lol
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Wouldn’t that be a fun debate….?
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Laughing so much!
We may even get into an argument.
I predict it ending with…
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Oh yeah, the two of us doing the Horizontal Mambo
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Sounds like the perfect amount of crazy
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Damn yeah…..
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Will have some time today Beautiful? All is well here. I am on a farm now. Roosters waking me up. Fresh eggs for breakfast.
How are you
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Oh my god baby
I missed you so much
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Missed you
How r u
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I am good baby.
Past couple of days have been up and down but today is a good day.
Just cooking Sunday lunch now.
How are you more to the point! Having fun?
Please give me credit for keeping my explosive emotions under control right now ❤️
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I have so much faith and confidence in you. You know you don’t have to worry about a thing Baby. Proud of you.
We don’t have 24 hours of electricity here. So wi-fi does come and go. It at least the speed does.
Well, I hope this will be an up day for you
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Smiling baby. After almost two days of not touching you, I think I have faith and confidence in me too!
Well, whenever you want, you can reach out and I will see it. I have a lot of alone moments.
It’s an up day today. Don’t worry.
So cool that you’re on a farm…I can’t imagine you being all rural lol
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A hen just chased me out of a rocking chair because she only lays eggs on that particular chair.
Lol
Being the city boy that I am it is a big change for me.
I am always wondering how you are
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Laughing so much!!!
Well when you’re wondering how I am, my resting state is definitely “deeply deeply deeply…”
❤️
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Deeply is sweet
Feeling the same things as I try to avoid stepping on chicken shit
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Awww…you’re so romantic with me
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You deserve it Mami
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I definitely do ❤️
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❤🐔🐓🐖❤🦃❤
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Haha! Farm based emojis and hearts????
You are crushing on me hard baby
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Lol may lay an egg for you
How are these ❤🏊♀️🏊♀️☀️☀️😎🤽♀️🏊♀️⛱❤❤
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An egg….wow. be still my heart…
Those emojis make me think of skinny dipping
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LOL .
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Lol is right. I literally just popped back in now and you appeared.
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same here
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Sigh.
We make me laugh
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same happens to me.
I was out talking to some people who kust dropped by, I popped in right when you did
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Do Americans say ‘popped in’ or am I sneaking into your speech patterns? lol
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my speech patterns,
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I am sneaking into them …
Nice.
Wish I was sneaking into other places
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me too. right up my shorts. like these gazillion mosquitos who have come to greet me
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Those sneaky little buzzing hoes.
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they have bitten me from head to toe
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Hey.
So next week , please don’t do what you did over the Christmas break with the way you were with me etc.
No need baby.
Promise?
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Promise. No reason for it.
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Good.
How’s your day baby
I was just about to sign off btw! !
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I am back. Talking with friends making plans for the night. Sizzling in this heat and drinking icy beers
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❤️ thinking bad things ❤️
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I like that.
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Hey Beautiful. Ate you here
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I said I would post on Mondays. Just can’t adhere to my normal time schedule.
Happy you like it Mami
I was dreaming of you here with me
How are you
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Okay…I thought you had said Thursdays lol so this was an amazing surprise for me!❤️
I felt that when I read it baby. I really did
I’m good. I will have some alone time in a little while
How are you.
Can’t stop thinking about you
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You shouldn’t stop thinking of me
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I could never
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Apparanently, same here.
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Damn. I wi ask you not to reblog. We were pretty blatant about things. Lol
Brb
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Read my other reply
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In pending only you will see it.
It was sl damn cute and controlled loving. Lol
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Lol
You comment and reply just right
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Do I..good.
I try really hard you know!
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it is hard to be restrained
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Hey I am alone for a while.
I know you’re busy but I always need to let you know just in case ❤️
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Miss u
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Hey
That was last night . I really was missing you
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Missing you day and night
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You are..
Me too
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yes i am baby
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You make my heart smile when it’s sad ❤️
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smiling
in respnse to your comment about writing
i figured it would be hard to write with a negative vibe around you. it has to stifle creativity some what
i know i need near silence, positive vibes, and inspiring music to get my creative juices flowing.
i don’t know how you can create such beauty with the negativity
I wouldn’t be able to
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It’s hard. That’s why I need to be alone during the week, you know. I have all these words in my head, they won’t properly take form though. I get all confused and cloudy.
I knew you’d understand. Just needed to talk to you about it.
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i know Mami
it is like that for all writers
oh i know you needed to voice it
i always wonderred how you could write so beautifully about love with that less than shining influence around you
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I used to write about pain more than love or love from pain
Now I write about love because of you.
Even in the darkest days around here, there’s always a poem forming about how much I love you , even if it’s not ready to come out
You’re my light
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That is so sweet. Fills me with warmth.
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❤
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By the way, I think I’ve been wrong about my stats going up on the days you post. must just have been a couple of coincidences that made me think that. Hasn’t made a difference the last couple of times. That’s good though.
It means no one thinks anything about our back and forths or is connecting anything.
Hoes don’t seem to be worried about me and my silly comments to you! so all good lol
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Maybe cause I am half blogging now.
Lol. Hoes are dumb
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No.
Even before you were half blogging. Think I was just wrong
The hoes just heart you a lot and don’t how to deal with it.
I get it lol
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Lol. Forget ho hearts
I need yours
Hey aruna actually posted a “lonely author isn’t commenting on my posts” post
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Good grief.
I was all heartbeats with the first bit of this message now I’m all ‘hoes are effing crazy’
You have my heart baby. Always
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Lmfao
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Yeah I’m hilarious when I am having a dark day lol
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I see
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Nothing to do with you baby.
Just one of those days.
Already feeling better
Your “I see” sounded so stern lol
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good
LOL . it wasnt meant as stern
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I wouldn’t have minded if it was lol
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Trying to keep my pecker in control. I am wearing shorts
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Shorts…perfect.
Easy to slip my hand in just where I want it
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lol . yeah real easy
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Baby..
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hey
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so happy you’re here. Please check this out.
This blogger just started randomly liking comments on my blog and I went to check their blog and this is my effing poem
https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/158602207/posts/28
what do I do???
he/she even commented on it themselves
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random kook
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Should I just ignore
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yeah if not we will make ourselves crazy
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okay. you’re right.
nice job calming me down lol. No one does that for me ♥
how’s your day
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seriously all of these fuckers will make us crazy
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I think they’re trying their best to do that.
I literally trust no one around here lately
They won’t have much luck with me..There’s enough crazy up in my head already
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same here
LMFAO
does that crazy include me
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Lol…
yes it does.
but You make my crazy less scary and more…mmmm
you know?
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LOL
nice to hear that
I want to be a calming influence
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You are. I wish I could express how much.
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i know mami
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I really do love you.
I managed to write something today. If I still like it when I read it in the morning I’ll post it. It’s called Would You
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i will be sure to read it
trying to do a little blog reading now
everyone asleep?
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Not yet. trying to get little one to sleep now. He’s being stubborn lol
you know who is watching football I think.
baby you don’t have to read my poems right now. just catch up on your other reading. I’m not going anywhere
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hey, i will read one post person follower nothin of the shit i do back at home. and i am starting with the people who have taken the time out to read me
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besitos
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I’m pretty sure I dream of those besitos every night
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i hope so
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I really do
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good baby
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I am happy you told me. Stella is sweet but I can’t deal with her following or not following me.
The other one ……I have me suspicions
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Thank you for understanding baby.
The other one. Be careful.
She wants you a lot. I can tell
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It is someone WE know. Just not sure if it is HER
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New Zealand……hmmm
It is a blogger who wants to be able to crush me without people knowing who she is
How do you find out where the IP is from. I know how to find the IP but not where it is from
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Yep. Agree with you.
Basically if you find the IP then just do a basic google search of IP location it whatever and copy paste it it will tell you where it’s from
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Great. Thanks
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I’m definitely in London if you were planning on checking lol
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Lol
I need for you to have an IP address where you are on all fours in front of me
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Oh… okay…
Is that where you want me
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right there
with my fingers wetting you know what in preparation
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Oh my god..
You know what is always wet just at the thought of you
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I am a PUssy Whisperer
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You have some kind of super power over mine, that’s for sure.
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Ah th as t is good to know
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Hey, leave the start of the conversation and put the rest in pending. That way it is there but only you will see it.
What do you think?
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Anything you want baby. I’m fine with that
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Good
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Thanks mami
How r u
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well rested. just so you remember, the electricity comes and goes here, that means the wifi too.
feeling heart beaty and relaxed
inspired to write too
hey, yesterday’s poem was all about me imagining you here.
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it just went and returned . lol
yeah holding your hand while the waves stroke our feet
wonderful feeling
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Sounds like a dream
Hey remember the last time well spoke on the phone and I told you that I had “seen” you dressed in khaki trousers and a white shirt but I knew that it was somewhere hot because of the way you were dressed and it was a wedding (although I had told you that I was sure I was seeing your wedding)?
How spooky that you’ll be dressed like that at a wedding on a tropical island very soon
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wow that is right
forgot all about that
not my wedding .
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I know this is not your wedding!!! Lol
So funny though.
I told you. I get strong feelings about you and see weird inexplicable stuff.
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Well you called that scene perfectly
Even before I knew I would be a participant
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♥
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❤
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Good morning baby.
I have some more alone time. I’ve been trying to write poetry and as usual, during these times when he’s home I just can’t. Something about his energy blocks me. Even when he’s out. I just can’t get the words out right. I don’t like that feeling.
I think you asked me once if I get blocked with my writing. I know I said no and that’s true, I usually don’t.
But when he’s around this much, something in my mind and heart just doesn’t work quite right and I can’t get my poetry out. It’s like I can feel it all there but something’s in the way.
Anyway. Doesn’t matter. I’ll feel normal by Monday. I’ve half written 3 poems. I know! Me! You’d probably like them in their half finished state. They’re kind of ..innocent somehow.
Anyway.
Not being able to write how i want and need feels wrong somehow. Hence all the reblogs. I didn’t reblog that one I showed you yesterday. I did put the comments in pending regardless. But in the end I went for another one. Doesn’t matter anyway, only a few people will read it since most followers have already read it. I’m mostly doing this for me. Reminds me of when we were falling so deeply..
Do you know we’ve only been touching each other this way for 4 months or so? Feels so much longer doesn’t it.
Hope you’re resting well baby.
Touch me whenever you can
M
❤️
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Four months with tons of interruptions. Replying to you from a hammock
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Yes tons and tons of interruptions..its okay. Makes things hurt a bit more but makes the loving more smooshy and warm
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a beautiful kind of lonely
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Exactly baby
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uh-huh
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Bezos Bella
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💋
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❤
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Here if you’re around
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Here
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How are you baby
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Good. Missing you as you can see by todays poem
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I see that. It made me fall in ❤️ with you all over again
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Lol
I reached for you and grasped an island breeze
How sad….❤
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Don’t lol my bleeding heart!
It was sad. But I felt all heartbeats
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Good. I am all heartbeaty for you.
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Email you sent? No I haven’t. I have been crazy busy
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Yes. Email lol
No rush.
Also when you listen, make sure it’s at night. It will add to the mood lol
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Oh shit. Sure
How are you doing
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I am good baby. Cooking whilst talking with you and listening to kids tv
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Lol
Good. Were you missing me while whilsting
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Good enough for me
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I’m here btw for a bit. trying to rewrite the comment I lost!
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Rewriite comments???
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You worked out what I meant lol
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Lol.
I just wrote a beautiful comment for your poem and didn’t manage to send it cause I had to close WP!!!
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Sucks mami
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Just finished a brand new one. I’ll give it to you now.
just about managed not to end it with okay, love you!
lol
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Lol
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Hey if I suddenly disappear I’ll be back at 6.30 my time. If you’re around.
Wish we had more time. Feel like I have so much to say and ask ❤️
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Ask
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Nothing dramatic lol.
I just wanted to ask about the wedding and how it was and how many hearts were a flutter with you all gorgeous and stuff lol
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Birthday party this Saturday
Wedding following Saturday
Not paying attention to any hearts
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Lol okay baby.
I didn’t actually mean that… But yay?!
My heart always pays attention to you
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I have been to busy with FRIENDS to really see any women. And the resort was all beach and pool.
Not looking for cheap sex.
Oh my God I said that?
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Yes you did! and I didn’t ask lol.
What’s happening to you..
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Don’t know. I seriously came to write and haven’t done that either.
❤
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You will baby. You’ll just wake up one morning and that will be the right day to write.
you’re probably just enjoying a well deserved break and bit if peace away from NY. Nothing wrong with you!
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5he words I needed to hear
Smiling. My baby is so perfect for me
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We are Mami
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Hurts but in a good way lol
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Yes it does. I thought you would be asleep.
Hubby not going anywhere tomorrow
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Why would I be asleep at 9pm?? Is that what time you’d send me to bed?
He’ll be busy today.
Are you thinking of popping in for a coffee?
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coffee would be great
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It would be great. I wonder if I’d manage to even take a couple of sips before I climbed onto your lap
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that would be sweet
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Yes sweet is exactly what I was going for lol
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i am sure
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I’ll probably disappear in a few minutes
so so happy we got a little time today.
and all these touches from you helped me finish my poem and that makes me feel all sorts of good .
miss you as we speak
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great
looking forward to reading it
miss you as we speak
probably would miss you while you sit on my lap
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My thoughts
are on
Fire
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That is why you are Fiery
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Someone left a mean/weird comment on my poem. The blog doesn’t exist. I left it there for you to see
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Will peek now
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You can delete. I read the asshole’s comment
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Will have to find this sucker
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Good morning baby.
Hope you’re okay ❤️
You’ll have to forgive my messages yesterday, I was a mess and on top of the mess I was missing you and on top of that none of my logic or sense were working.
It was a bad bad day for me.
Hence the tone of my messages lol
Feeling better today.
Such a warmth in my heart for you
❤️
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Good morning Baby
sorry you had a bad day. I was reading one of your messages when the wifi went out. didn’t return until this morning.
Happy to hear you are doing better today
wish you never had a bad day
xo
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Hey baby. Missed you terribly.
It was awful. Probably best you didn’t read the whole message, would have just upset you.
I wish that too.
One day maybe there won’t be any more bad days.
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I hope so Mami. I hope so.
How are you?
missed you. was so frustrated yesterday without electricity or wifi
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Yeah I bet you were. Must have been so annoying being cut off from civilization lol
I’m okay baby.
Feeling a bit bruised and stiff but on the inside I feel better.
Just trying to keep the day calm and cheery.
How’s everything with you 💋
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bruised? it was physical?
keep a cheery face.
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Yes very. I told you all about it but you never managed to read it. That’s why I was so messed up yesterday
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message is here in the queue . i will come across it as I reply to comments.
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Okay agapi. I even apologized for telling you all of that. I felt so guilty I thought I’d upset you
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Not at all. I told you electricity and wifi come and goes. They get about 10 -12 hours of electricity a day. Don’t know how these people survive.
Imagine middle of the night, lights go out. the ceiling fans stops. You are sweating from head to toes and then the mosquitos swarm in on you.
That was last night
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I know I know baby. I knew all that with the WiFi and electricity but yesterday..you have no idea the battles going on my head. It was too much to deal with and on bad days like that nothing manages to stop my horrible thoughts. I just spiral and I can’t get back up, if you get what I mean . But today I’m better I think. I block things out that happen here and get on with stuff. I have to.
No idea how they cope out there like that! Sweating, no air and mosquitoes…literally 3 of the top 10 things I can’t stand about Cyprus lol. I get you!
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Cyprus is like that? I had no idea.
It was frustrating knowing you had a bad day and I wasn’t able to help
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Yep it’s exactly like that!!
I know baby. Not your fault but I needed your touch so much
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I know Mami. Sorry I failed you in your time of need
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No. You didn’t fail me. Please don’t say sorry. Wasn’t your fault. If you could , you would have been there. I know that.
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Yes, I would have.
You are much stronger than you realize.
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Accidentally deleted yout last comment. I am hapopy to make you smile.
At times I wonder how you can stay positive.
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I wonder too. I don’t know.
In the past I think it was just the power I have to block things out temporarily or just quickly move on while I pushed things deep down only to have them resurface with a vengeance at some point.
Now… I don’t know. I have a strong feeling or sense of hope or like something good will come after so much sad stuff
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Strong people learn how to block things out. I had to block out all of the abuse. You have done that as well.
Just got to make sure it doesn’t affect little guy
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I know you did.
I’m sorry.
But that’s one reason among many that I feel you understand me so much and the way you deal with me..I’ve never had that before.
I try so hard to not let things affect him. I feel like I’m failing
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why do you think you are failing
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I love you for a million reasons
Touch soon
♥
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❤❤
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Missing you so badly
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me too Mami
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How are you
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good
getting redy for the bday celebration
how are you
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Oh Yes, are you excited? You’ll have so much fun.
I’m good today ❤️
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great
yeah it will be fun
hey i should hit 7000 followers this weekend
still amazes me
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Really? !
Baby that’s amazing.
You are a beautiful writer and poet and person. It shouldn’t come as a surprise to you.
You deserve 100 times that number, though I don’t know how you’d cope with that many lol.
You are magnetic.
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LOL . I would lose my mind. what am i saying, I lose it now.
but honestly, i am still surprised the blog took off the way it did. very humbling
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already said my piece! you’re amazing. of course it was going to take off
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LOve you Beautiful
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I love you baby
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i kniow mami
i am a lucky guy
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Yes you are lol
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smiling
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Do you know what you’re posting on Monday
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No idea. Hasn’t been written yet
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Hey baby
You know who has gone to take his mum to the airport so I thought I’d touch.
You’re either partying or asleep lol.
Thinking about you ❤️
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Just woke up.
Miss you Maria.
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Sigh baby.
I miss you so much
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missed you
are you okay
I am going to a beach about four hours away,
so at about 9am my time i will be out of wifi range most of the day
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I’m good baby.
Have fun. I’ll miss you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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are you well. i finally read your comment that has me in tears
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Hey.
Sorry my.replies were short, I was in the garden.
I don’t want you to be teary and I’m so sorry.
I am okay, I promise. Even the soreness has gone. Things have been a bit calmer so that’s good. My head still in a mess, but I can deal with that.
I love you.
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Don’t worry baby
i like the hurricane in your head
a contrast to my calmness
thats why we fit so well
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I know baby.
Your words always touch me just right ❤️
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smiling
wifi is back
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In case we don’t touch until tomorrow, have an amazing time baby, have drink nd a dance for me lol.
I am in a permanent state of missing you.
So many kisses
♥
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monday we are sort of back to normal, right
it seems so far away
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Yes. Normal for me anyway baby. Feels like a million years away.
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i know . pouting
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Me too. Crazy crazy miss you and our touches
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me too
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It’s Monday…
Hope you’re well baby
Touch you soon
❤️
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all well,
we have been without electricity for 16 hours
got the small generator working temp
until the light comes back
just posted in case ther generator breaks down
how are you
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How am I…
Deeply in love
I will read your post now
I was just writing you a long little message while waiting for you. I’ll give it to you later
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it has been bad in a sense of not being able to communicate with the lack of electrivicty
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Must be frustrating baby.
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Terribly
i answered about 70 . comments yesterday before my trip then the wifi went down
I had the time to answer another 50 or 60
it is frustrating
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But don’t forget you’re in PARADISE and you’re there to enjoy yourself and relax and not get frustrated. Everyone knows you’re away, no one is rushing you to answer all your comments ASAP.
You have to chill the eff out baby!
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Yeah,but I did want to blog a little.
now that you are free to chat i really don’t want anything to crash
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I know you did. And you are. I’m just trying to say, everyone one of your followers understands that you’re a little less present, not absent
Me too baby. Every time I press send I think that it will be the last time I hear from you today
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I worry about it. I should be here all morning
if electricity permits
in tyhe afternoon I start wedding prep
its coming this saturday
my first beach wedding
wish you were by my side
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So…when you say things like that, I stare at your words and can’t breathe properly. Just so you know.
I wish that too
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of course
of c ourse you would be weating a long fluttering island dress occassionally flashing your naked ass
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At a wedding????
Bit inappropriate but if that’s what you want…
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Hey see Franks video n the post please
that is how I want to dance with you
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SIGH BABY
okay checking it now
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lauhgiung so hard
you have me effing crazy baby
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I know…me too!
I don’t think being away from each other this way does anything for our logic and sense
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i know
missing you so much
you jumoped when i wrote that reply?
LMFAO
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My heart was in my throat!!!
You’re insane.
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LMFAO
when i realized it the same happened to me
you are so lovable
like a cuddly doll
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Baby… stop writing responses on today’s poem!
I am crazy for you too, but one of us needs to keep our crazy little love a secret or we’ll be in trouble!
As for seeing me naked.
That could be arranged … eventually
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i know . lol
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Making me laugh so much.
I don’t even know what you’re saying ‘i know ‘ to!
The seeing me naked thing??
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me too.
all of these people are staring at me.
yeah i meant the naked thing
you are a treasure mami
i hope you know i really am crazy about you
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I know baby..
I try really hard to remember it all day because missing you this much really effing hurts!
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how am i supposed to comment on that post?
i have a raging hard on
i just read the words Ihave wanted to hear all my life
How can I comment on that?
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That
Was my little valentine’s gift for you
Want you so much
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i am speechless
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Good.
I’ve been dying for you to read it. Couldn’t take it anymore
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so sorry
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Don’t be sorry! I just shoved it right in your face instead of waiting lol
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lmfao
you like a tongue dancing in your pussy
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I’d like YOUR tongue everywhere and anywhere you want
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i know
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I have a little confession too.
Your valentine’s Day poem, the dress of sand.
I commented on it btw, but when I read it, and I read the word ‘weeds’ my heart kind of hurt! I know I shouldn’t have made the connection but I blame my stormy head.
Had to tell you.
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I don’t have any idea of the connection. please explain”
oh, you’re overactive mind
confession: dress of sand was written while I was in Cancun
never used it. while i was in the resort, poetry was the furthest thing from my mind
so i used that post. it seemed perfect since i was on vacation.
now wht are you imaging baby
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I just connected weeds to N
And it wasn’t a connection i wanted to make on valentine’s Day!
That’s all.
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why do youm torture yourself like that?
you don’t trust me Amor?
IT IS YOU AND ONLY YOU
my poem today was all about that message
you and only you
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I don’t know!!!!!
I don’t do it on purpose. I promise. Things just pop into my head and they just sit there tormenting me.
Yes I trust you for eff’s sake
I know it was. When I started reading it I was like….okay where is he going with this???
Then i reached the end lol
I love it.
I apologise for my head and the way it misbehaves.
I do love you very tenderly
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Baby, i couldnever use the words tangled or weeds?
weeds was part of the story of that poem
tangled i will avoid
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I bet the WiFi went just when I was being a ridiculous typical woman about one stupid word.
Pretend I never said anything and just rewind to the parts when we were talking about naked bodies and sexy stuff lol.
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it is forgotten baby
one word should never matter between us
we are more important and bigger than that
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Sighing baby
I’ll disappear somewhat in a little while.
But I’ll be back at that precious little monent when I always touch you around 2pm your time.
How much I need and want you is fucking ridiculous
❤️
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Back.
Fucking ridiculous is a man not appreciating you
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Oh…biggest sigh ever baby that you’re back.
I know. I know.
Nothing I can do about that right now
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I knowmami
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Speaking with you today made me miss you more
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Aaaw
You are my sweetheart
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Among other things lol
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Toy???????????????
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Hey.
I wish you were here baby
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craving all of those things right now
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smiling . figured you would
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Did you now..
What so you think I am sooooo into you that I am sitting here thinking about laying on a beach with you as you pound me so hard i can’t think straight?
well you’re right
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LMFAO
pound you into the sand
against a palm tree
in a hammock
you get the idea
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Yeah i get the idea, my little perv
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that’s ME
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I know baby.
One of the many many reasons. ..
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Lol
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I love that song. Never heard it with a bachata vibe…even better.
I would love to dance with you like that
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I know. I would hold you so tenderly
and every so often press my hips against you
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baby..
Sometimes it’s like you speak my dreams
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one hand would be on your lower back guiding you softly
the other would caress your hair
did you see that sensual dance?
i imagine you and me
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I saw the dance..yes
All I saw was us
You’re killing me today. I’m all hot and warm and stuff
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panties moist
we could always work on that
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Moist is an understatement
You’d better work on that.
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my tongue is ready
seriosuly i could eat you over and over again
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Well yesterday I had at least 3 you know whats imagining that and much more
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i may need to take a blogging break and go to the bathroom and have my own you know what
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Laughing so much baby but with love and crazy desire.
Yes please do what you need to do…
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a man has needs
i need to make a confession but don’t know if you want to here it
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Oh god.
Just say it
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i have danced so much on this vacation
and i have held women imagining it was you
my balls are ready to burst a milk tsunami
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I wonder if my baby is here for a little touch
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just got back from running errands picking up the cake, beers, catered food, etc.
hope you are still here
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I literally popped in to see if you were here. I have like 5 mins lol
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lol . here
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I know. I’m all heartbeats
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smiling
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Hey have you managed to write anything?
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zero . how effing sad
tioo freaking busy
and everyone knows Andrew is on the island
so its constant visits
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Don’t worry about it or overthink it baby You’ll get to it.
Trust me if I was on the island I’d be visiting Andrew too. With some special welcome gifts
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my kind off gists just tie a red bow around your waist
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You read my mind
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Hey,
I kind of selfishly hope you wake up early today because I have time right now and I really want to touch
❤️
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Be selfish. Just know I don’t do shellfish.
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smiling. I will catch up with you
I got all smiley on some nerdy comment you left about your stats. lol
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So the other thing I wanted to ask you yesterday was, when you have time and have NOTHING else to do (no rush), I want you tell me about Amani’s love. I can’t remember her name now.
I know nothing about her and I want to know
Okay touch you later
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Amani is in love with Aziza. Her character will have different names throughout the book. But when he gazes into her eyes he will =know that it is Aziza.
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That’s beautiful , I love it. Of course he’ll know.
True love
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Aziza means cherished, beloved
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I know that is a topic that we won’t touch.
How I feel about you? Let me see….
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I think that sums it up
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Smiling
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