Sin Tu Amor (Without Your Love)
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Sin tu amor
Your tattooed memories remain
Flickering inside my blazing heart
Along with the poetry you engraved
Sin tu amor
Slow lava tears scorch my ducts
As your words drip down my cheeks
Since you are not here with me
Sin tu amor
Smoldering emotions consume me
With a fire that will never douse
For our love will burn eternally
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Yes, unfortunately, it is over. I am eternally grateful for my time with N. She is a remarkable, talented, loving woman. And I dare say, for a brief time, I was loved in a way no man has ever been loved.
Such strong emotion, love your work
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It was easy, since this came straight from the heart. Thank you for your words of encouragement.
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Sin Tu Amour!! I have tattooed on my arm of heart-the name of Mom and a Beautiful Rose.hey dew!!how much you are emotional.i regard your all feelings.
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Thank you Aruna. Appreciate your kind words.
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Most welcome,dear!!🌹🌹🌹plz dear dew !!read my some poem if you like to it.😊
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I’m so sorry Andrew, there are no words to express my regret!
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Malcolm, thank you so much for your kind words. I am still in a bit of shock myself. And poor Nandita is devastated as well. We are both hurting. Thank you for all of your support. I think it is still safe for me to say, we both appreciate it.
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I want to say something, but I don’t/can’t even begin to know what …..
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Ask?
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No, not a question, more of a thought ….. I want to comfort but not intrude. I want to help, but don’t know how.
I’ve been ‘here’ before and want to counsel but know it won’t be helpful right now …
The caretaker in me is perplexed and you are too busy with your own feelings to be asked to think on these.
I guess this mess of a comment means I’d like to help because something about ‘you’ makes me want to, but I don’t want to intrude or overstep.
Sorry, I’m sure I’m just rambling …. tortured artist was the first thought I had reading this. It seemed shallow.
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You made me smile through my tears. So, that in itself was a good first step. Thank you for that. Nandita and I continued to run into brick walls with things we needed to accomplish to finally be together. We are both deeply in love and pained by this separation. Now, we must begin a period of healing. Did this help?
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Did it help? Yes and no! lol
Your kind nature shines through when you are worried about helping me in your own time of need and healing!
I’m glad it made you smile, I hope that means that you will remember ‘there is life out there’! (Reba) I hope you both find peace, no matter where that journey takes you. 🙂
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LOL The funny thing about life is most people concentrate on the destination, the wonderful part of life is the journey. That is where you make memories. Yes, I am hurt right now, but I am wise enough to know, that though it is raining on me at this moment, the sun is always shining, I never lose that perspective.
Thanks for the support – Drew
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I feel your words from your heart, and I hope the fire in your soul is smouldering calmly.
https://ivors20.wordpress.com/2017/07/07/smoldering/
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Ivor, thank you for your kind words. I am certain she will be happy to read them as well. Yeah, it is smothering painfully, but calmly. Thank you.
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Always my pleasure, you’ll be ok my friend, the pain shall linger for a while, and the memories shall stay.
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I know Ivor. The healing must begin. Thanks for your support.
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Reblogged this on I only offer who I am and nothing more. and commented:
Feel this…🌟🌟🌟🌟
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You are very kind with you words and the gesture of the reblog. This one came straight from my broken heart. I appreciate it.
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Omg is this a joke ………such strong emotions you guys have for each other. I am sorry instead of regret or some calming words I am expressing shock . …….but I still hope u guys work out something.😑
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You are very kind. This is a shock for me as well. I really felt we w were meant to be, but sometimes life works against you. I will miss her. There will be a big void without her. Thank you for reading and expressing your true reaction. It is a tragic shock for me as well.
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My heart goes out for both of you…….hope you guys heal soon
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Thank you. We both appreciate your kind words and wishes.
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“Tattooed memories” is what got me. Tattooed, imprinted, permanent, uneraseable.
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Exactly what I meant. Thank you for reading me so well. I truly appreciate that.
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You’re welcome TLAB. I hope everyone is okay.
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We both need to heal now. Sometimes, life doesn’t work out the way we wish Thank you so much for your kindness.
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What a roller coaster ride!
For whatever it is worth, a few lines to both of you from my heart.
“Heart weeps silently
For both of you
If there is a tomorrow
Where parallel line meets
In an alternate universe
Love that merged
And diverse
Somewhere beyond the rainbows
Surely will converge”
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These are lovely lines that you have shared with us. Thank you so much for your kindness. We both need time to heal.
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I’m so very sorry for you both.
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Thank you for your kind words. I truly appreciate it. I am certain she does as well. Thanks.
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As usual, your sensuous language suggests the burning inside this lover.
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Ye it is. Thank you so much for reading.
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A Broken heart means there was love. I’d rather have the pain than live without the love. I have a friendly ear and a soft shoulder if you ever find yourself in need of one. 💋
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My dear friend. So good to hear from you. Yes, my heart is in pieces. Thank you for being here for me.
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Always and Forever my Dear. You have a special place in my heart. I hate that you are hurting now, but how lucky you were to feel the Love while it lasted.
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Yes, I was lucky. She was a great woman. Satisfied me in so many ways. Thank you for you wonderful support.
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Be prepared because it is now my mission to put a smile on your lips! Not sure how yet, but oh Baby, it’s coming!! 😈
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You are terrible. I am in pain.
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I know you are now, but you won’t be forever. That is when you will smile the biggest and I’ll be there to witness it!
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Don’t know what to say. Right now there is only hurt.
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I truly understand that. I just want to remind you that happiness will come again. Feel my big tight hug embracing you and telling you it will all be okay with time.
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Thank you. I appreciate it.
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💋💋💋
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You said it all in your words, “I’d rather have the pain the live without the love” So wise, true and beautiful!!!
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I don’t know what to say!
Just, take care.
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There isn’t much to say Jaya. Thank you for your kind words.
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Drew. Oh no. I’m really sorry to read this and to know your heart is hurting. Please take good gentle care of yourself while you work through this. Your poem is beautiful. *gentle hugs* ♥. Niki
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Yes, I am hurting so bad. It is a time for healing. Thank you for your warm and reassuring words. They bring comfort.
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You’re welcome Drew. I wish words could heal pain. Until that happens, I hope it helps to know you are connected to hearts who care and understand as much as possible without being you. ♥.
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If only it was as easy as taking your healing words and rubbing it against my chest, You are so sweet. Thanks. It will not be easy to heal from this loss. Nandita was an incredible woman. It may have been short lived, but our love was intense. I will try to heal through my writing. Thank you for your words and concern. They are needed and appreciated.
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{{{{{Drew}}}} Nandita touched my heart for a short time, and hearing she is gone from blogging for a few months was hard to hear. She’s a brilliant, joyful presence. To be loved by her so deeply as she so obviously loved you would make the pain something so much greater at the parting. These grande passions change us forever. As you already know, despite this pain, this is a love you’ll never regret. You would do it again, even knowing the cost. I continue to send healing across the web of life – and it will reach you. ♥.
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So loved your comforting words and especially your wisdom in these lines – “As you already know, despite this pain, this is a love you’ll never regret. You would do it again, even knowing the cost.” Too beautiful!!!!
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Thank you for your kind note! These words were gifted to me a very long time ago by a beloved aunt, now transitioned. I never forgot them, and I needed them more than once over the years. I’m grateful these words connected with your heart. ♥.
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They sure did.
Niki. I never do this, but I really hope you can read my post tomorrow. It is about love and healing, and any wise words you can contribute will be greatly appreciated. Thanks. Be well.
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Drew I’m really glad they helped. It’s ancient wisdom passed down — no doubt. If I can help share more I definitely will. ♥.
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Thank you Niki. Please feel free to do that.
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I am sorry about the ending… I bet it was an intense relationship, whether it was virtual, personal (in person)… Or both…. You have a talent when it comes to words. Love your poem 💜
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This relationship was very intense. Thanks for your kind words. It is a time for us to heal. I will try to heal through my writing as I often do. She will stop blogging for a few months. Hopefully, we both can find peace. Thank you
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Peace to the both of you in the days ahead.
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Appreciate that. Thank you so much for your words.
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Andrew, my heart broke as I read this post. You can’t even begin to believe how much I was in love with the love you two shared. It always gave me hope. My heart bleeds
I am in absolute shock and denial
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Are you serious, Drew? This poem has emotion jumping off of it… I hope everything works out for you both, and this isn’t the end of it…
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You are very kind. I wasn’t ready for this. I guess it wasn’t meant to be. Nandita is a wonderful, loving woman. Afraid I will never meet another like her. Thank you for your kind words and wishes. Isha, they are appreciated.
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No body has seen tomorrow, Drew. The universe works in unexpected ways… Yet, although every hopeful, romantic heart died a little death upon this news, I am sure greater things are yet to be born, for both you and Nandita. May God speed up the healing process. Sending positive vibes to both of you!
I’ll share a Shelley quote that got me through some turbulent times –
“If Winter comes, can Spring be far behind?”
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That is such a beautiful quote. I will have to remember that. Thank you for all of your wonderful words. I hope you are right. Perhaps greater thing are awaiting Nandita and myself. THank you for your kindness and support. It is appreciated.
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Oh no – I was barely on the computer yesterday, so started with your entry from yesterday. Then read this one and had to read all the comments to believe it was true. Andrew, I am stunned and so very sorry. Your world turned on its head. I wish both of you peace and healing. I am so sorry – no other words.
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So, you went from the happiness of the recital to this poem. “world turned over on its head” Yeah, totally unexpected. I am still totally entangled with my law suit and she has her own entanglements as well. We kept running into one brick wall after another. Yes, we begin a time of healing. Thank you for your warm wishes, we both appreciate it.
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Such beautiful words for such a sad time, I’m sorry to read of your relationship. Please take care.
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Pain often inspires writing. Thank you for dropping by and your kind words. The healing must begin. Thanks.
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Pain SOES inspire writing Andrew. I know that for a fact. Keep writing.
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Well, in that case, I will be releasing pain along with ink. Thank you Lorraine. Your words mean so much to me.
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Get these words coming Andrew. I am listening. I too use words in poetry to release the pain, though it may be a while before you can formulate them in your head.
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Yes, exactly. It takes me a while. I am so lucky that I found you. Will always be grateful to Nandita for that.
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Glad you feel that way Abdrew. Glad to have met you too.
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Thanks
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Shocked. Just shocked. I was very much hoping for a very happy ending. I’m so sorry to hear it’s ended. May your heart find healing and peace.
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We were dreaming of a happily ever after as well. I had was hoping to go to India in November. But it wasn’t meant to be. Thank you for your kind words. Healing will be a process, since I know I will never find another woman like her. She was amazing. Thank you
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I didn’t respond to this for a while after you posted, because I was hoping it wasn’t true.
I think very highly of both of you as writers, but more importantly as human beings.
My prayers are with both of you in finding happiness in whatever form that takes going forward.
Peace be with you.
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Thank you for the heart warming comment Forrest. Your loyal support has meant so much to both of us. I hope we both can find peace. Thanks so much.
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❤💙💚💛💜💓
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Sin Tu Amor Your Love is true please don’t disappear Love is the only way.
Lead the way.Through the secret beauty of the madness smilling all the sadness these Hope, Patience ,happiness ,Peace and answers of eternal love. Please don’t give up.
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In my conversation with beautiful Nandita, she suggested she was taking a much needed break from blogging. I guess, that is how she must heal. Since childhood, writing has been my therapy. So, you guys are stuck with me. And I still believe in love. So your stuck with more love poems, too. Thank you for your kind words and support. They are greatly appreciated.
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❤💙💚💛💜💓One thing you must remember is that stars never go away but they shine more at night.
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Yes, I understand. Thanks.
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Are you there?
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Doing a gazillion things.
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That was a bit unexpected…but life goes on. Who knows what tomorrow brings 🙂
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A bit unexpected, huh? A teeny weeny bit of an understatement. Yes, we must heal. Life does go on. Thank you for your supportive words. Hopefully, tomorrow brings Nandita everything she dreams of. Thanks you.
On a different note. I tried commenting on two of your recent posts, and comments were closed. A little anti-social are we?
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I closed comments until September… I need a break to rest, it is a summer after all. Swedish one = very short. Have to enjoy to the fullest.
Who knows. We’ll see in September- October. Maybe she and you get back together .. In any case – look only ahead ✌️😉🕺🕺
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That is actually a good idea about closing comments. I often find myself burning out. I may have to think about it at some point.
A reunion. I don’t think she would be interested. Even when things were happy and smooth, the distance was tough on us. Thank you for your words. As you say, I am looking ahead….
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yeah, I think its ok to do that for a short time. I know the blogger – she closes the comments on her different posts (before posting) time to time, twice a week or so, when she’s too busy to communicate…
✌️oki, ahead sounds good anyway.. take care
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I will think about that (closing of comment).
Thank you for your concern and words.
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✌️😁🤓
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No!!!! Not cool! Ha! Post that you are taking a break and will answer when you get back. Not nice to post something beautiful and not let us thank you??? LOL!
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The only words i have – I’m sorry for you both. Take the time to heal. So many unanswered questions…
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I know Walt. From the beginning, Nandita knew the odds were against us. I have legalities on my side to unravel she has things on her side to untangle. Every time we thought we were making progress, we would run into another brick wall. I am a fighter, but she is a sensitive soul, and well, it’s over now. We will heal. It won’t be easy for me, because frankly, I won’t find another woman like her. Thank you for your lovely words Walt. They are appreciated.
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My thoughts and prayers are with you my friend.
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Appreciate that. Thanks.
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You’re very welcome.
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Why so?
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Sometimes, we have to accept things we don’t like, THat is part of life. Thank you for stopping by.
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Andrew, my heart broke when I read this poem. I can’t believe it. My heart just won’t believe it. You two have been my favourite and will always be. I still hope you guys can work out some sort of solution. I am in shock and denial I think. Sending lots of peace
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Not even sure how to respond. My heart is broken as well. I was willing to fight for love, but I guess it just wasn’t meant to be. Now, Nandita and I will have to heal. Thank you for all of your kind words and support. We both appreciate it.
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May you both recover well
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Thanks so much Derrick. Sorry, for my late response. It has been a bit hectic for me.
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No pressure, Drew
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You two were the first ones I followed on here. Both of you do such beautiful work. You transform even your pain into works of art. Always….forward.
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Thank you for your kind words. They are appreciated. I am looking forward. It is the only direction I know,. Thanks
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I’m still in a state of denial😑. I plan on waking up from this nightmare shortly. You two were what hope was about. Forgive my rambling Drew but this is…this isn’t right,
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Oh, my friend, I am still in a state of shock myself. I need to wake up from this nightmare myself, the alarm clock refuses to ring. I agree, this just isn’t right. But it is out of my hands. Trust me, I would cross land and sea, fight everything in my path, to get her back. Thanks for your support. (Hey, this was in my Spam).
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Yes, I am in disbelief Drew and I feel this is just the rainy weather in the stages of love. Any minute the umbrella will cover you I hope, I pray and it will be her holding it. It may be out of your hands but please don’t give up hope or don’t stop fighting, you two are what “Poetry in Motion” is. I’m here for both of you.
(Yes, my comments go straight to people’s spam folder. I contacted askimet, some people aren’t having the issue.)
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Oh, Roy. I wish this is just another storm Nandita and I must weather. I always cling to the umbrella of hope. And there is always room for her under here, Not sure if Nandita recycles her garbage. HEY, THAT WAS A BAD JOKE. I could already see you & HER coming down hard on me for that bad joke. Lord, she will be pissed when she reads this. Anyhow, I promise you I cling to hope and this time; I am choking the shit out of it. I never do this, but I will quote a line from my last manuscript (sci-fi love story) “HOPE IS ALL I HAVE.” Thank you so much for your words and support. I am so lost without her. God, I wish the words would come to me to write a poem about a rudderless ship lost in a storm. That is me right now. Honestly, can’t stop the tears. Thank you.
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No eres basura 😑!!
Every storm can be weathered, must be and you cling to that umbrella till your hands bleed. I still don’t know what to say, I feel like crying myself. You two had beautiful back and forth poetry together but not only that, you have love and magic so that’s not something that just gives up. You choke hope and leave it breathless like she left us with her poetry. Hope is a powerful thing and it floats, flys and among other things it works. I’m praying I’m just dreaming, you’re a great guy and Nandita is a beautiful soul and NanDrewdita is a wonderful thing. Don’t give up, the heart will figure out the right words and for now just know that the heart doesn’t give up on something special. It’s okay to let the tears flow, but it can’t rain forever, Nandita is a rainbow and when the rain stops, it’ll hopefully appear. I can’t keep saying sorry because that represents no hope, I’ll say I feel for you, but things will get better. Like I said, I support you both and always will, she wants me to do that.
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You said so many beautiful and encouraging things. Thank you. Let me tell you this. If I had the choice of sharing my life with a beautiful woman in my bed or being with my beautiful Nandita without ever having the possibility of meeting her. I would still choose Nandita every time.
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I know you would and I can sense that, and that’s why I feel there will be a rainbow after the storm. Because you planned on meeting and something this wonderful doesn’t get held back by “it’s not meant to be’s”. This was meant to happen, you two are WordPress wonders!! Jason Mraz, “ I won’t give up” that’s the song. What you just said proves to me that you are dedicated and I hesitate to think she isn’t. She’s probably writing about you right now, just not posting it. I refuse to believe this is happening, I’m sorry for being stubborn. I know things happen, but so does good things. Choose her.
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Yeah, good things do happen. And believe me, I still believe in love, Nandita, and what we had. We had something that is once in a lifetime.
I will choose her every time. “I won’t give up.”
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You keep believing because I do. What you guys “have” is special and it is that once in a lifetime feeling. Pain is temporary my friend. Take solace in writing, it eases things, for me at least.
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Writing does the exact same thing for me. Thank you so very much.
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Very welcome Drew, keep your head up so you don’t miss her coming.🌹
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Smiling. I will
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😊. Mission accomplished.
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Keep the hopes on, that is the best way. I am sure she recycled her garbage. May be stinky as hell for a while but all for good in the end. Bad or good so long a joke makes you smile, keep smiling.
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You made me smile. Thank you for the kind words. I will hang on to hope. Thanks.
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My heart breaks for you…
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You want to borrow my crazy glue when I am done with it?
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Yes. I so wanted this to work out and make you happy! I’m sorry…
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Unlike you, only one person wrote to me. Thats why I took the name.
Sorry I didn’t think you’d think I was being mean
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1.4 GB done. Tried sending on WhatsApp too
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Can I post this NOW?
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One needs to be reminded that you have to constantly look up as one might miss a shooting star.
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Unfortunately, I just lost the brightest star in the night sky. Thank you for your words.
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Oh how utterly sad! I am so terribly sorry to hear of this, Andrew. One always roots for happiness and love and I was rooting for you two. Sending you my warmest regards.
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This is very sad. Honestly, I can’t believe it. I am the exact same way, I always believe and root for love. This time, it didn’t win. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts. Appreciate that.
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SO so sorry to hear of this, especially with all ye have been through. Wishing you both all the very best
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Thank you for your words and thoughts. We did struggle with so many people hating us. Thank you from both of us. Now, we must heal. Thanks.
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I hope you both find peace, no matter where that journey takes you! Love and light!❤
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Appreciate that. Now, she and I must heal. Thank you so much for your words.
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Love and healing prayers for both of you.
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Thank you so much. Appreciate it.
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Sin Tu Amor Your Love is true please don’t disappear Love is the only way. Lead the way.Through the secret beauty of the madness smilling all the sadness these Hope, Patience ,happiness ,Peace and answers of eternal love. Please don’t give up. I wanna be free from this pain. You know your love is true. No more stories lies no time to feel I opened up my eyes. I am I am I have my faith and now i finally found my way to you. Please don’t let my hand go 9 I will be lost without you.
N.P Dlamini
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Amazed and touched by these comments. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
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You must be Nut My Love if you think I would let such beauty and Joy evacuate my heart no ways. I made a promise before God that never in my wildest dream will I do anything to intentionally hurt you. My Vocabe has changed dramatically.
N.P Dlamini
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Okay. That is always a good thing with the Vocabe. I didn’t want to give up such joy and beauty either. Thank you for your kind words.
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Hello. This is the first time I’ve posted a comment on your blog.
I’m sorry to hear that the two of you have separated.
Take care —
Neil S.
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Neil, appreciate you taking the time out to share your kind thoughts. Thank you.
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O dear! …. a bit wordless here….
Sending warmth, healing vibes and best wishes for both your futures.
I feel it will only make your creative energy more intense, and I look forward to more wonderful poetry. -Resa
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Yeah, this hasn’t been easy for us. I still can’t believe it. Thank you for the healing wishes. This is going to take great healing and time to get over this. Thank you for your words.
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Andrew, I have no words to say, just, take care.
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I know. Thank you so much. Appreciate it.
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My goodness, I read this while I was at work on hardly any sleep so I thought I read it wrong. This just can not be true. The love y’all shared was so beautiful and I just have no words to say how sad this makes me. I am so sorry Andrew. I can not imagine how hard this is for you, but take time to heal. I do believe everything happens for a reason and maybe something will work out for the best. Stay strong and please take care of yourself!
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Hey, this popped into my spam. Alyssa, life happens. I move forward. Thank you.
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Now I am getting put into your spam!? That is not very nice! I am really just kidding, it happens all the time! That is a great way to look at things, life happens, we just have to keep moving forward!
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Exactly. I don’t waste time looking back.
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It is never good looking back, just always look forward towards the future!
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The transparency you two brought in makes the whole blog world curious, heartbroken to some extent.. sincerely hope it’s just a glitch.
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I want so badly for this to be a glitch. This is very heartbreaking for both of us. Appreciate your words and your sweet hopes. Thank you.
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Oh that’s really sad… I’m sorry, I’m not sure what to say but I hope whatever happens you both are happy.
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This is sad. Not something I wanted. Seems like we just couldn’t avoid this. Happiness? Not even thinking of that. We have to heal. Thank you for your lovely words.
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Yes, take your time and heal, that’s the most important thing. Wishing you the best always.
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You are so sweet. Thank you so much for your kind words and wishes.
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I really wish you the best-whatever or whoever that may be. 🙂
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Appreciate it Amanda. Thank you so much.
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This is truly heartwarming.
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Thank you very much
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Trying to imagine how you feel. My friend was once in a similar state but the name is blinking out and in in my memory. Something to do with space.
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What about space?
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Oh stars and all that her name referred to
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Sorry, haven’t had my morning coffee yet. So this went over my head. Have a good one, Buddy or Buddyette.
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Keep walking through the pain Andrew. It IS possible. I promise you
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Thank you so much for your words of comfort Lorraine. They are deeply appreciated.
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I DO understand the deep wounding, and the struggle. AND the total aloneness of deep pain xo
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Very sorry that you have felt this pain. No one should ever have to endure pain and/or loneliness. That is one of the good things about blogging. We get to connect with other people. My deepest good wishes and prayers go out to you. Thank you so much my dear friend.
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Thank you Andrew. Everyone left me when I got cancer and went blind. Including those I loved. Different situation, but similar feelings.
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Oh God. Now, I am feeling guilty for feeling this pain Lorraine. So sorry this has happened to you. Much like that pesky flea you often write about, I will always be a devoted to your blog.
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Kind of speechless. Much poetic beauty has come from the both of you and I felt so much pain from this poem. Emotions and feelings have always been quite the muses. I hope you both find happiness.
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Oh Andrew, I am so sorry to hear this. I was praying for a wonderful outcome for the two of you. Perhaps in another life, you will find one another again.
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Perhaps, in another life as you say. It wasn’t meant to be. There were too many things working against us. While I am a fighter, she is a sensitive soul who couldn’t go on. Thank you for your kind words.
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Omg Andrew.. I have been absent from here lately.. I am so sorry for you and Nandita.. I don’t know what happened.. I do know your love is real
You are both in my prayers ❤️
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It is a time for healing for both of us. You know me already. I was fighting for love until the bitter end. Nandita is a sensitive soul who couldn’t fight the currents that were against us. Our love was real. Thank you for your wonderful support, kind words, and prayers.
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I wish you both everything my friend.. you will smile laugh and love again..
How incredibly special that you both had the gift of knowing this kind of special love..
Prayers for you both
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Yes, we were lucky to have this gift of such a dynamic connection. Thank you for your comforting words.
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😊😊😊
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I am so sad to read this. I hope you don’t suffer too long… a broken heart is a hard thing to heal. Sending (((HUGS))) and prayers to you!
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Yeah, it is true. Trust me I didn’t want it to end. Thank you for your kind words and wishes. Receiving your hugs with open arms. Your words are greatly appreciated.
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You are most welcome!
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