Sin Tu Amor (Without Your Love)

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 Sin Tu Amor  (Without Your Love)

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Sin tu amor
Your tattooed memories remain
Flickering inside my blazing heart
Along with the poetry you engraved

Sin tu amor
Slow lava tears scorch my ducts
As your words drip down my cheeks
Since you are not here with me

Sin tu amor
Smoldering emotions consume me
With a fire that will never douse
For our love will burn eternally

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Yes, unfortunately, it is over.  I am eternally grateful for my time with N.  She is a remarkable, talented, loving woman.  And I dare say, for a brief time, I was loved in a way no man has ever been loved.

 

Another Fallen Tear

The inspiration for this little thing came from a recent Video Chat.

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Another Fallen Tear

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Sometimes
When we cry together
It feels as if
We have loved forever
If only you
Could feel my fingers
Caressing
Your moist cheek
Then perhaps
My pain won’t hurt so bad
When
Another fallen tear
Wets
My trembling screen

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For Nandita

Silence Screamed Your Name

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Earlier today, I woke up searching for a good morning message from my Baby.  When I found none, I wrote her a few separate messages.  Hours passed with no reply. This little thing was born during those moments of worry.

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Silence Screamed Your Name

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Today I awoke

when silence screamed your name.

Now, I lay here in fear

of never having you,

and distraught that

tomorrow

silence may

do the same.

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Please, don’t do that to me again Baby.

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Photo of beautiful young lady from Google Images.

raggedy me

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Being the only child of parents who were only children, life gets a bit difficult at times.  Now, my only daughter hasn’t taken my call in two months.  This little piece comes from the pain of a lonely life.

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raggedy me

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I am a rag doll
With a button eye that cannot see

I am so broken
From love bursting at my seams

See my stitches
They form a sad smile eternally

My unwanted heart
Keeps loving inside of raggedy me

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My happiNess can be found in one letter of the alphabet.

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my guardian angel

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my guardian angel

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I am her adoring disciple
She is my cathedral of love
A guardian angel
Forever watching over me
For when she spreads her wings
I am blessed by her poetry

She is my religion 
So willing to bear any cross
Loving unconditionally
While making sacrifices without fear
My loving angel would injure herself
Just to baptize me with her tears

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This is for YOU.  The most unselfish, self-sacrificing woman I have ever met.

then, it would be easy

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then, it would be easy

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Have you ever wondered why our love must be so hard
Will cemented separation leave us forever scarred
If caresses could be felt through a computer screen
Or my loving bytes could nibble you sight unseen

then, it would be easy

We are twin flames who were always meant to be
Could we invent a way to burn through our tragedy
Or develop a machine so we travel through time
Journey to a sweet epoch where you’re forever mine

then, it would be easy

Should the Gods of Love feel our consuming pain
Of little piranhas love cells coursing in our veins
Will they demonstrate mercy and remove this strife
Perhaps promise us everlasting love in the afterlife

then, it would be easy

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Very unlike me, but right now my heart can only write Pathos.

do I need you

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do I need you

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do I need you
would the beach exist
sans the sea

yes I do
for without you
my heart has no reason to beat

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Worried about you.  Feel better N.

I guess it’s pretty obvious I was feeling vulnerable late Friday night. Minutes after my Forgiven post, I wrote this little thing.

My next two posts (Wednesday and Thursday) will be dedicated to all mothers.

Photo of sexy shoes and feet by Nandita.