This happened to me several years ago. I queried the literary agent for one of my favorite authors. The agent called me two days later asking me for three sample chapters. The chapters were dropped off at the concierge desk the next morning. Later that week he called me, bursting with excitement assuring me my novel would reach the big screen. He wanted the entire novel dropped off Monday morning.
With visions of a six figure deal, book signings, and my Oscar acceptance speech dancing in my head, I sat down to begin the printing process. Murphy’s cruel law reared its ugly head and my computer died. The next day I rushed out to purchase a new computer and saw the first 17 inch monitors on display (I did say this was several years ago). It was a heavy monstrosity with built-in speakers on the side. I have friends who hurt their back and others who suffered hernias carrying heavy things. Not me. I tore my retina.
Emergency surgery reattached my retina, but I suffered from blurred vision for several years. I stopped writing. How could I overcome the obstacle of blurred vision? Today, I regret those lost years. This past December on the eve of Christmas Eve I tore the same retina. My second surgery, like my first, left me with blurred vision. This time I refuse to stop writing and querying. I refuse to make that mistake again.
So what happened to the manuscript? Had you only completed the first three chapters and because of the retina couldn’t write more? I like tidy endings!
I hope the retina issue was resolved.
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Oh, sorry about that. I handed in the entire manuscript and went off to have my surgery. It took years to fully recover my full vision. The agent returned the manuscript to me several months later. He provided a small list of suggestions,told me to keep promoting it because it would sell, and said it was not for him. Very disappointing.
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Hope something great will turn out!
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Thank you so much. Thanks for stopping by.
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I had this very same question after reading!
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Still waiting to be discovered.
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okay! 🙂
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oh, sorry to read about your retina. It must have been very scary that time. Glad to know you are better now
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It was difficult. Still recovering. Thanks.
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Hi, Andrew! Now it’s my turn to peruse your older blog posts! I’m thinking it must be somewhat encouraging to have had such initial enthusiasm for your manuscript. I can’t believe that nothing came of that. The right person has not read it yet! Your vision still hasn’t returned to 100%, is that correct? We were talking about reading books and you said you weren’t able to read except your computer screen…
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First, I still hold hope to find a literary agent for my work. (I refuse to quit). Yeah, I had retina surgery years ago and again this past year. I still have plenty of blurriness that will take time to heal. I take many breaks when reading blogs to rest my eyes. I also set the screen to super large print to read. I set January as my date to start reading books again. I miss reading.
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I would miss it too. January will be here before you know it!
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Dying to read The Martian and a few others.
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Couldn’t possibly hug you harder.
Also, I may be commenting a lot as I browse your head, so don’t feel the need to reply to everything, please. I’m just blah blah blah- ing in your direction
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Careful with the hugs. You may hurt my neck.
Blah blah blah to your heart’s content.
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I will be very careful. Mostly, I’m very gentle and soothing.
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Good. Nandita had to return to mhy blog with the other blog she uses “Ria.” I just approved and replied.
By the way, that strange blogger “thecandiclub” left old messages while I was gine. Both nothing as strange as she left on yours.
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So weird that one. And I have to stop myself from unleashing the rage when she comments, she pisses me off so much!
You replied? You are a better person than me. I would have told her to fuck the fuck off a long time ago and stop acting like such a psycho.
Sorry…rage monster peeking out
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You need to see the reply on today’s post.
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I’ll get to it. I’m distracted my a charming writer at the moment who is stealing my affections
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Shit, who is the bastard?
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He’s my object of desire. Don’t be jealous. No one satnds a chance
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What about a sitting chance…?
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On …your face?
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Hey, as long as I have a face you will always have a place to sit.
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Lol.
Yep. So you’ve told me.
So hot
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No reason for me to be angry. Take care of yourself. Hugs.
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Okay hugs back x
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xoxo
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How are you? ❤️
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I could be better
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You okay? Or just miss me…
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The latter Baby
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I miss you
Can’t wait to read your poem tomorrow
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I can’t wait for tomorrow period.
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It’s like you read my mind
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These two days have been loooooong and torure
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Like nothing i have ever felt
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I know. Tomorrow will be wonderful
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You always make me smile even on crappy days
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You do the same to me.
Anxious to see your comments on my poem tomorrow.
Please remember, it has a deeper meaning for us. Especially the last two lines. Don’t cry when you read it.
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I cant wait. Seriously baby..
i hope you are enjoying my comments lol
How could i forget that.
And i will definitely effing cry ♥
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Yes, I am. No tears Amor
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I can’t be blamed for the physiological effects you have on my body ❤️
On a side note: hurting without you
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I know. I know. Missing my other half….
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Baby..
You are my missing piece
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Then, I need a mirror….
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…so you can…
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LMFAO
How are you Baby
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No really! I know i am usually super quick with getting what you mean but i really didnt this time!
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How are you Baby?
NO secret code here
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I am okay lol. I meant about the mirror comment. Never mind.
How are you♥
I am much much better
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Mirror was a silly joke.
I am much better myself. Just reread tomorrow’s post. I have to be honest. I kind of like it.
Hey, do you read my poetry with a poet’s eye?
Or as a woman? Or totlly with your mind?
Or like so many others, do you read me with your panties?
I think that is why I have so little trust in my own poetry.
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I think you know the answer to that question. But i will indulge you baby.
But you asked, remember.
Firstly as a poet. Hence why i spend so long diseccting your language and imagery and why i analyse every little nunace and phrase.
Secondly, as a woman but NEVER with my panties. Just in the sense of how it feels to read beautiful words written by a man.
Thirdly yes with my mind, and you are tsking up much if that space so it makes reading your poetry even more absorbing.
Also say the phrase ‘like so many others’ again and see what happens.
But lastly. As a woman who is falling very deeply for you.
How is that?
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A reply that warms my heart and my creative soul. The exact words I needed to hear from my muse.
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Perfect baby. I do love warming your heart and soul.
I could have said more lol
I cannot get enough of you saying that
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Saying what specifically.
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That i’m your muse
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And much better than the Fake Muse I had before. The poetry had to be about her.
I always felt so restricted.
With you I feel free to write. You will see tomorrow’s post. You have my creativity bubbling and brusting. And remember, this poem was written in about a half hour.
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That is exactly how i want you to feel.
Like you cant keep it in, no matter what its about.
That type of writing that just wtites itself so fast has a magic to it
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Yes, it does. I am so anxious to wake up tomorrow and skip over everyone’s comments and get to yours.
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You will get the pre-comment comment first lol
Then the one for other eyes.
Also..that is so gorgeous. I always do thst with you
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LOL . I look for your right away. If I wake up to pee in the middle of the night, I peek to find traces of you.
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Do you…so effing cute.
I ptobably rarely disappoint. I always look for moments to send you a sweet touch
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That is s wonderful too.
That is one of the reasons I feel you are real.
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I am. And you know it very well.
If anything these last two days have made me realise even more just how real my feelings are
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Why during the past two days.
Missing me?
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Especially the last two days. But i knew how i felt before
Yes missing you and the way it felt not being in touch the way i need. It hurt a lot.
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Like a drug huh
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You could say that.
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Baby, you need to sleep. I need you fresh tomorrow
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I was about to say the same.
♥
I Love talking with you
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Me too but you need to sleep
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Already there.
Kiss
X
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Good morning Beautiful
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Morning baby ..
Sleep well?
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Yes I did. Will be back in a minute. Need to brew my coffee. Hope you are well.
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I’m good.
I’ll be here x
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Back….needing your front.
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Lol.
Hilarious my lonely author.
You have it ❤️
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Hahaha . Still rubbing my eyes to waken them, and I get right at it. Damn, sometimes I act like a damn horny teenager.
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I genuinely thought you were in your early twenties when we very very first met. You were so cheeky.
Your horny teenager is always peeking to check me out
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Got the biggest woody right now.
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I bet you do..
Wait til you read my post
NO RUSH!!!
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I will get there Baby. Today will be a bit batty for me. I was approving comments for your entertainment.
They liked it, huh?
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You were?! Brilliant. I read all of them.
They LOVED IT.
I told you. They were searching and searching as to how to express what they felt. Beautiful. You should be bursting with happies all over the place.
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Yes, I am bursting with happies. LMFAO
It is one time I loved my poem.
I think I may have said this or something similar yesterday: I see my blog and poetry evolving.
There was before my eye surgeries. My work was simple, crude, with prettiness and some emotion. But what it did was attract the people who read with their panties.
My writing improved during the dark ages of the N period. It became richer, a little more use of metaphors and personification. But it was inhibited. I used to write afraid of her approval or anger.
BUt now I feel totally uninhibited. Free as a bird and the metaphors are flowing. Poems bloom inside of me. I find my poetry since I returned from Cancun (when we exchanged our feelings) so enriching, gleaming with passion.
But that is just me. My new muse is wonderful.
So inspiring and encouraging of letteing me be me and letting me reach new creative heights.
Thank you
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You MUST live this poem. Well I have said so much about it to you in private and on the blog so i won’t go into it again. But it was something else. Another layer.
I want you to feel that all the time. And more. And I know there are words and poems in you that even you won’t know what to do with .
She didn’t want you to shine because you’d get noticed and she didn’t want that.
I just want you to be as beautiful as you can be. Always.
Don’t thank me. Whatever I am doing to you, I am loving every second
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Your poem was Art.
I have much more to say. Here, only to you.
And of course on your blog.
❤️
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❤️
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xoxo
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Touch you later…
xxxx
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Touch me whenever you want….
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Lol..i plan to
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Hope you’ll be around soon
Such thoughts i am having about you..
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I was out shopping. Picked up some shirts ands slacks.
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Happy youre here.
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Me too.
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Cant. Wait to wake up un a few hours.
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Well, you have to fall asleep first….
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I know but not yet. I just got you
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Sorry, I got here late
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Dont be sorry.
I will always miss you no matter how long you’re gone
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I know. Same here.
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I like it when you miss me. Is that terrible?
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No, not at all. It shows there is an attachment
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There is definitely that!
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Of course. For both of us….
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Well good. I dont think i could be alone in this
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Smiling
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I’ve sent you a response to your poem. Just for us. I haven’t done the blog comment yet. As usual!
I am beyond nervous now for you to read what I said. If you don’t like what I said you can ignore it.
And I will be nervous for the next million hours until you wake up and read it.
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I read what you said. No I can’t ignore it. It was beautiful.
I will speak on it later. Going back to sleep.
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Oh god..
Okay baby.
Sweet dreams
X
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Gracias Amor
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Gather your words and thoughts for your comments on the post.
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Telling me what to do …
How can I resist
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Thunderous laughter……
😴😴😴
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Go to sleep gorgeous
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Your poem is making everyone fall in love with it. I knew it would… 💋
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Smiling. I will settle for your love. Did you fall in love with it?
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Completely
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That makes me so happy
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Me too!
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Wow, missed you so much
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God me too. It was torture
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You don’t know…. I hardly read any blogs yesterday. Wasnm’t in the mood. That is why I went out shopping.
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Shopping therapy can cure some bad moods…but not all!
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No not all. Didn’t help me forget you.
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I should fucking hope not!
I can never forget you. Doesn’t matter what I do. You are permanent
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Hmmmm . Even when you’re with….don’t worry I won’t go there.
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Even then . Especially then.
No let’s not.
So much more to talk about
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Yes, let’s talk about my favorite subject…YOU
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Okay.❤️
I’ve said a lot today.
What do you want to know
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All. The. Time
And the result is …let your mind wander. And other parts
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I want it to. Everywhere
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Trust me, from head to toes.
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Driving me crazy..
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You knowme already, I would linger on the toes and other popular areas
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I know lol.
You are often in those popular areas when I close my eyes
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Great. Don’t pull the hair too hard.
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Anything you say..
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Need the hair…
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I will be gentle. Don’t worry
Making me laugh so much.
Which is good as you are distracting me from…other things I may or may not have said.
Love this mood you’re in today
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Haha . What mood? This is me.
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Well , You are very hot today.
More than usual.
Maybe it’s me then 😂
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No, I am very hot today. He needs relief….
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What can I do to help..
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Let me concentrate on the lasagna
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Lol.
Okay. Exiting the room…
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Hahaha . No please don’t go.
Have to think cooking and blog
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You have to give A LOT of attention to your blog today. It is on beautiful flaming fire
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The blog. Damn, it is on fire today
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It is…I feel a strong sense of pride lol
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You should. You have inspired me. And you have not intruded on the blog in a way to turn women off. You are special
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I don’t want them turned off.
I just want you turned on to me
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I am every second of every minute.
You don’t know….
Oh, and that extremely long comment I have yet to respond to, the one where you emptied your heart and soul, well, Monday’s poem is my reply.
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Oh…
Okay. Did I do that? Lol
So that’s good because I was feeling very exposed. But now I can calm down.and wait til Monday.
But happy that I am getting a response
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Don’t know if you remember a day in early October, we were chatting back and forth while I was driving for six hours.
I wrote the last four lines that day. And they tell you everything you want to know. The rest came to me last week, that was one of the reasons I didn’t know what to post when you asked me on Sunday. It was between this Monday post and the one I actually posted “if you let me.”
After the challenge I received I added lines about confession, and it is done. For you Muñeca.
It is cheating. Because it didn’t actually come from the prompt. It was already written for you, but it will serve the triple purpose.
1- satisfy the prompt
2- A beautiful poem written just for you
3- Replying to your beautiful comment.
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I remember that day.
I was already writing poetry for you too.
Everything you say has a deep effect on me.
I can’t wait to read it baby.
You’re so important to me.
Well.. you know everything now.
It’s not cheating. No one needs to know…I can keep a secret lol.
I may cease to exist after reading it.
Well I won’t.
But I will.
Huge deep sigh.
Don’t know how this happened but my smiles are coming from deep inside ❤️
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Stop worrying about the why? It doesn’t matter. Almost everything I have written after Cancun is for you.
I have one of two post like the suicide one obviously wasn’t for you.
Tomorrow when we have more time I have to ask you for some advice.
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Did i say why? I didn’t even realise. You may ignore me. Won’t do it again.
I wouldn’t even let myself think the vagabond days one was for me.
But you have no idea how it makes me feel knowing this. Really baby..
Of course. Anything you want, we can talk about
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Yes, I wss having al those vagabond days, scouring the country, exploring beaches thinking of my Smouldering.
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Did I ever tell you just when I was going to graduate from uni when I was around 22 I almost decided to enroll in a film school in NY? My friend had moved there and she was begging me to go. Stupidly I decided to go back to Cyprus.
Talk about a sliding doors moment.
Are you enjoying your day and all the beautiful words you’re being showered with?
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Did I ever tell you I worked at NYU?
We could have met and been a couple.
Yes, still haven’t caught up with the messages
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No you didn’t! . God…sigh
Wow. Bit stunned.
I am sure you haven’t. And more and more will keep coming
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Yes, I was in charge of the call center where students, Professors, and staff called for their maintenance needs. Very good chance we may have met if you chose NYU.
Funny how life unfolds.
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Funny is one F word to describe it!
I will let you love on your blog baby.
I just wanted to touch.
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Tocuh all you want….
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I want to touch all the time
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Answer the next question
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I did. Getting demanding again…don’t stop
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LOL . WAIT UNTIL YOU SEE THE OTHER TRHING I =JUST WROTE,.
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Giggle
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laughing too
all well?
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It was an inside giggle.
I’m good baby.
How’s your day going
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Fine. Still answering messages. Too many interruptions.
Big snow storm here today. I will be staying in all day
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Snow?????????????
Oh my god . I love snow.
What I would do to yiu if we were stuck indoors watching the snow
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Fornicate all day
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Fornicate…lol.
Yes baby . I would fornicate your brains out
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I try to keep things PG here.
Fornicate our brains out, and for a little variety we coiuld start begatting like they did in the Bible. They began little Smouldering Lonely Author’s.
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Smiling so much.
How beautiful they would be
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Oh, yeah little freaking clowns.
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Sometimes…your responses baffle me lol
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Our children wouod be little freakin’ clowns.
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You think?❤️😂
Aww…
Just drifting away for a moment..
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LOL . Two clowns like us…..
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Yeah.
But they would be super talented too.
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Of cousrse. Our boy would walk around with instant boners. A chip off the old block
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Wow…I am pretty sure that is not a talent. More like an uncontrollable impulse!
You are crazy
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God, all this time I thought that was a talent. How disappointing,
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I am sure you have many MANY other talents. Do you want me to say it’s a talent?
Okay.
Your ability for instant boners is such an incredible talent! 🔥🔥🔥
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Lonely Author takes a bow.
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Speaking of …enjoying the reaction to your poem?
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Yes, really happy. You bring out the best in me. The horny in me too because your a lonely kind of gorgeous
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Ha! Oh I love that . The things you say…❤️
You do the same for me.
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Did you see my silliness on some of those comments.
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Yes I’ve been reading them. I think i wrote something to you about it on another post this morning .
You are entertaining me so much
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Haha . I just approved a commewnt, most likely Spam. He was talking about sexologist shit. I justr gave him a silly reply.
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Lol. My spam always wants to sell me Viagra
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Mine too
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Lol. Sounds like trying to sell ice cubes to Eskimos
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I kind of hinted at that
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Yeah, kind of!
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I just read the comment! I think you’re the only person I know who approved and replied to spam
Hilarious. A whole new series of posts could be born from this 😂
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LMFAO
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I read it.
I love it.
I will respond tomorrow. It needs thought
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Cool beans baby
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Reply at your leisure baby.
I have to go.
Touch you later
♥♥♥
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Hey, regarding vagabond days. I told you YOU means YOU.
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I know. I just meant at first. Before you told me that.
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Just thinking of you when your comment popped up
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Thought so…
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It was amazing. As if I called you with my thoughts
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I felt something . Not joking.
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Wer are connected
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Its a little bit amazing
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Seriously, it is
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Deep silent sigh…
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Good choice oif words here….deep.
I would like to add the word HARD
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I would like you add that too
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You supply the moans….
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I have an endless supply of moans for you
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Good and I of bedroom talent to to bring them out. Sorry if that was a little cock sure, I am confident in that departmento.
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Don’t apologise. You’ve beenbtelling about it since we FIRST started emailing..lol
Let’s see if i remember. ..something like the lonely author doesnt make love he fs hard
Is what you told me many moons ago
Is that true …
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Yes, me and Christian Grey.
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Well i haven’t read that book.
But i had to ask.
I am only interested in you
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Cool. I understand. Tomorrow while you are waiting for sleeping beauty to wake up read the comment on the post. I was on a roll today.
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Are you talking about your comment to me???
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No my interactions with bloggers on my post.
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Right….
I will be reading them tomorrow. I have read a few…some people are clearly curious where this…you is coming from lol. Your answers are entertaining me so much
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Hey
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Hey
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I wanted to stay awake to say hi but I was so tired. AM so tired.
Hope you are sleeping sweetly. Wish I could squeeze in next to you and just 😴😴
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Babe, serious, close your eyes for a little while. You are going to make yourself sick with sleep deprivation….
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I can’t . You are sweet though the way you care
I have fuelled myself on way too much coffee. Plus sleep deprivation does wonderful things for the inspiration
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If I were there…….. I would cradle you in my arms until you did sleep.
You swore I was going to say something sexual right?
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Haha, no?!
I don’t always think you obey your sexual urges.
I know you would…I would love that❤️
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You know me too well. That s a lonely kind of beautiful
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That line seems to be describing a lot about us .
I thought after I posted it that I should have given you credit for the title but it would have been a bit … inappropriate lol
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Resonated deep inside me.
Not at all. My post one Monday will say SPF gave me the prompt. Now, if you would have said that with yesterday’s steamy post, that would have sent off signals.
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Oh god! As if I would!
I am not giving ANYTHING away about us. Overtly anyway.
This thing between us .. it’s ours.
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My Fiery……..sigh
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I am your Fiery.
It’s a precious gift. Has to be kept very safe
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Oh, very very safe. Away from the haters.
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They are probably circling as we speak
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People hate to see others happy
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They do. Some of your readers seem to be trying to get you to reveal things too. It’s hilarious
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I know. Wait until Mondays post.
Remember the poem “never sent to you.” Women saying you have to send the letters. LOL
This will have that type of finale and I bet the reaction will be the same. You have to tell her.
This is kind of fun.
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Yes I REMEMBER the poem and the reactions. You are very good at diversionary tactics. It’s an eff load of fun.
But I think you are enjoying torturing me with your impending poetry
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No I am not. Read my next message already sent
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I did. Wait..
I’ve been staring at it for the last 5 minutes.
Can’t really breathe
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Little it simmer a little while….I haven’t upset you
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You never upset me.
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Hope you like my poem today. I was a very good girl and wrote with the title you gave me. I bet you don’t remember!
Seriously. What a lucky boy you are ❤️
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Very touching. Yes, I remember. I am not a complete sex craved maniac…… well, not all of the time……..well, not everyday…….. well, fuck it. Yes I am.
But i care about you so I remember.
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Aww…I hoped you would remember.
I love the sex crazed maniac in you. It’s an important part
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I miss you. And other stuff
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Miss u
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Yeah…me too
I already said that didn’t i
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We don’t say it enough
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You are awake early…
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Yeah, At least I did get five hours.
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I predict you will go back to sleep in a bit.
If it helps I am beyond tired !
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Go to sleep. Take a nap.
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Impossible!!! I have a son who could be a rival of the Energizer Bunny. No chance.
Plus you are here for now so even if I could I am not going anywhere.
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Understood. Didn’t sleep well.
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You didn’t?
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No, you didn’t…
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I didn’t what? No idea what this conversation is about…
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You didn’t sleep well?
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Oh right. Lost the whole flow of our conversation.
It was okay. Better than other days
Morning was a bit fucked but that passed too. I was feeling a bit sad before you appeared.
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No sadness Baby. We have to learn to deal with the distance and time zone differences.
Our actual time together is brief.
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Yes. I know
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And learn to deal without the physical which may be the hardest part……I want to know the taste of your mouth. The feel of your hair. Massage your feet. Feel how your hand fits in mine.
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You are all gorgeous words this morning baby
It is so so difficult. I want all of that all the time. Hurts and feels good all at once
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You have me. I will always give it to you
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I love having you
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I love you.
So much
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Smilng, I know.
If only you would have went to NYU
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If. Fucking. Only
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Ah, you probably would have become a famous actress and forgotten all about me
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If you believe that you are an idiot.
I would have become a famous actress and taken you with me lol.
When we’re you there?
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Several years. Late 90s until 2012.
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Makes it worse! I would have gone in 2002.
I would have been 22 and you would have been…37. Hot, first of all.
Maybe there is a parallel universe where that DID happen and there’s another two of us there enjoying themselves intensely
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Very hot.
Two fornicating fiends I bet…
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Yep. They must be having a lot of fun and other f words
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Lucky bastards…
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Yeah.
You know though…
You have to think, whatever anyone goes through, good or bad or right or wrong decision, left or right pathway everything we’ve been through leads to something. Or, brings us to where we are for some reason or another. I can think of a thousand things that happened to me that, if they hadn’t, I may never have found you here.
Everything leads to something. As painful as it is, some things have to happen a certain way so we can become who we are and be in the spot we are standing in for a reason. I mean I don’t have any answers but I know there is a reason we’ve found each other this way. What it is, fuck knows. I am sure we’ll find out.
Makes sense?
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Yes, it does make sense. I do think that way too. I will even take it one step further…… we were supposed tyo meet at NYU. Never happened but fate made sure it happened years later. It sounds corny, nut it was destined to happen.
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I think so. Doesn’t sound corny. Have you heard the things I say???? I spend most of my life saying stuff like that. Not everyone gets it though
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I do. I believe in this stuff
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You do. I know. It’s important to me that you think that way. My mind operates in weird ways sometimes. I do sense things about you and know things before you say them and much more. Just confirms things for me. If you didn’t get me, I would be having a sinking feeling in my stomach instead of shivers up my spine. Which is a strong sign for me.
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Well, I would like to send shivers up your spine but for other reasons and methods.
We are very similar in thinking. I am very spiritual. I believe things happen for a reason. And I do believe some people are meant to be or meant to find one another
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Lol, you do that too. Wait let me just imagine for a sec…
Yes completely. No denying we were meant to find each other.
And at the right moment. Even if it feels unfair sometimes. It’s supposed to be now
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I know, even if it is painful and unfair
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Yes.
Even then.
By the way spf replied to me finally. It was short and thankful and she quoted a bit of my email that made her laugh and that was that really! I probably won’t reply. It didn’t really need one. Totally forgot to tell you
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You are much too kind my smouldering Babe.
I have studied novel writing and read so so much n the subject, so I can be a little helpful, but for all I have read, I have yet to be published.
Please, don’t let the comments or back and forth bother you. Where our back and forth is funny and smooth, there are many times it is a but awkward with her. She doesn’t have your personality or charm.
I have always thought she may have contacts that could possibly help me one day. Yesterday I found out she doesn’t . But she has published 3 books in her country/language.
DON’T LET MY COMMENTS WITH ANYONE BOTHER YOU. Seriously. Just being the Lonely Author. You never notice me trying to end conversations with ladies and they just go on and on.
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That comment must have fallen into my dashboard. I will retrieve and reply. Fuck it if it goes on and on. It’s my blog. Whoever doeswn’ty like me back and forthing with you will have to stick it.
My tricky tricks???
Thanks for the encouraging words about the contact. Wish it was you in my lap.
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Very hot when you get all “I’ll do what I want on my blog”
Love it ❤️
Yes remember I told you I worked out your whole lonely author flirting style looong ago. I was very proud of that little observation.
Your lap would be my new favourite place to sit
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Haha . But it is true. If I want tio write a poem about crap, well its my blog.
LOL . You are too much. A little secret here. I don’t do it purposely, seriously I don’t. But my poetry leads to the popularity and flirting and charm.
So many of my poems end melancholy. or with the words YOU. Ladies want to be that YOU.
They don’t know the you is you.
But my poetry does encourage the following of women. Not the poetry itself, but the messages and finales cater to it.
makes sense?
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Yeah yeah…sense etc.
But back to this reply you just effing posted on your poem! My face was burning all the way through!!!!! Not to mention OTHER parts… How the fuck am I supposed to respond to that!!!!!
Oh but I will.
You just wait
You are in big effing trouble
(But I’ll be a good girl I promise)
🙊
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Why did it have you burning????
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Don’t know. Something about it.
Can’t explain.
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Brow wrinkled. I thought it was a nice response. Complimented you on knowing me better than anyone else.
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It was an AMAZING response. How did you go to brow furrowing?????
Did you read it back to yourself? It was beautiful. I have to restrain myself in my response. And you put the title of poem at the end which will get noticed, I hope you know that.
I loved every word. Oh… lost meanings in the written word….I meant it really touched me and I will have trouble responding in a well behaved manner.
You don’t realise but minds with now begin to churn after reading it.
Better.
How could I be upset with anything you write. God sakes!!
Do you recall my feelings for you? ❤️
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Yes, I know I put the title in the end. It’s my fucking blog…….
Let the minds churn. But please be a good girl, you can be flirty if you want, and hit me with your charm. Others do. Why can’t you?
And please always feel free to drop your little haert after your comments. I love it.
I will enever forget your feelings….
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You are adorable.
I love that you put the title in. Don’t misunderstand me.
I would never do or say anything to upset your blog, I told you that ages ago and meant it. I love your blog too remember!
And there I was thinking I WAS charming you all this time…must try harder
I will respond baby. It’ll take a while. I’m a little too addicted to our conversations at the moment.
Please don’t. Ever. They are very real and precious
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I figured you would like the last line. Let me tell you of all of the things you have written that one resonated deep inside. It will have a lasting affect.
No, you are always sweet and charming, just don’t be scared to drop a little flirt if you want. If you don’t show a little interest, people may think you are trying to ide something. Got me?
You are precious from head to toe, heart, and soul.
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Oh the sweet complications of hiding yet showing.. it excites me I have to say.
I just started replying but then you appeared again so I’ll get back to it slowly lol.
Really? About the poem today i mean. As soon as I hit publish I got a really good feeling. It was something special for me writing words for something you’d said to me in a tender little moment. Unlike anything else.
If only I could fully express what the things you say mean to me.
Have you thought about our collab? To be honest I have but I haven’t come up with anything more yet. It’s like my brain is too full of you and everything is scrambling for attention. Even though it’s us writing it ..you get what I mean
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My brain is only in Fiery mode. I have that opening line saved and have not been able to come up with a thing. And I feel very creative lately, but nothing comes to me.
Just thoughts of you.
You can express whatever you want, it will just be a bit challenging
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I like a challenge sometimes. I won’t disappoint.. promise.
I know, it’s the same for me. Except obviously I am all love for the lonely author mode.
Just leave it. It will come. You’ve got both of your poems from next week done so that must free up some mind space lol. Monday is so far away…
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Laughing so hard. No mind space available, not when you are occupying all of it.
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You know I forgot to eat the whole day yesterday until the evening.
Don’t get mad. Lol.
No I DID eat breakfast. Then I forgot about food and other trivial matters lol.
It’s cool though. My body is looking better than ever!
😂
Now you’re supposed to laugh…❤️
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laughing hard.
Don’t do that. You need to eat. Swallowing sperm only supplies so much proteins.
Your body is looking good
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Lol. You haven’t seen my body though..
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That pic shows enough
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Replied…. ❤️
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Does my lonely author approve?
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Yes, he does and he replied. Will Fiery approve?
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Oh…fuck yes.
You’re amazing. ❤️
My reply to that will have to wait though. Which is great, I want your comment to stew nice a good there on your blog.
I need to be here now though because the countdown has begun to break my heart
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Yes, stewing is good. No rush.
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Okay..so I officially miss you already
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Me too.
And I thought you would love that reply. I knda did
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I loved it so much. You have no idea..
But not more than you
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Beautiful reply. Aaaaw
I heart you
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Yeah ..how could you not.
I am so heartable
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You are very heartable.
Confession, I melt everytime you call me Lonely Author. Especially when you do it on the blog posts so everyone could see. God that thrills me.
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Well confession back..
I know you do.
And I know that second part too.
And I love both of those things that my words do to you
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Warm and tingly…..
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I know that feeling well baby
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God, just once face to face. You and me for a fornicating marathon.
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Right?
You never know baby.
I have given up predicting the future. I never get it right ❤️
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Until I am exhausted and you are sore
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Sounds like a dirty perfect loved up dream
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Sigh
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A deep deep sigh
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Well this lady definitely likes it. They love it.They think it is for them, others sit guessing who it could be for .
You are charming and enchanting everyone lately. I love watching it
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I want to charm and encahnt you. Another thing I love about you, is you don’t let it bother you. I can just be me. God I adore you.
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You do. More than I have ever experienced, seriously seriously.
It only doesn’t bother me because you make me feel beyond special. And all I want is for you to be you. You have to be. It’s very important. It’s a strong feeling I have.
I probably adore you more
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Smiling. I feel bad that I can’t make you feel like yu’re the only girl in the world. Take you to dinner. Surprise you with a gift. Things like that
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I know agapi. Don’t feel bad. You want to and you would if you could and more
I would take such good care of you ❤️
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I know you would
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We will get another chance to touch in a couple of hours if you’re here. Then maybe later too. I hope.
Is it still snowing?
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No iot stopped. It was about 5 inches. Staying home all day. All weekend too.
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So jealous of like…every single thing in your apartment. It all gets to be trapped in there with you and I don’t
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Sucks, doesn’t it.
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It does
And I would
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Oh, you said a mouthful…..
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I was a bit proud of that one lol.
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Laughing…. smooches
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So… I have to go.
Very very painful today 😢❤️
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It’s painful everyday….
Have a good weekend Beautiful
Will miss you
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Me too. So much
We’ll touch
❤️❤️
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Imagine little hearts here
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Smiling baby.
How are you ♡
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Reading your comment and glowing
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Oh.. hearting you fiercely . And the one on the poem. ..
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Smiling. Yes, the comment on the poem. Hearting you too
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I tried my best to be a good girl
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You did well Baby.
I am working on a poem about you and the universe…..
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My god…really?
Did you know that I love any mention of universes and stars and galaxies and all the heavenly bodies? Does things to my soul.
You couldn’t be writing a more perfect poem.
Huge sigh baby
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Smiling. I had no idea. I always dreamt of being an astronomer. Let’s see how long it takes me to compose this thing.
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It makes an appearance in my poems quite a lot.
You’ll find the right words
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I am certain my muse will inspire me….
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Always always
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Really really miss you
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Me too
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You’re here..
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Here thinking of you…
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What are you thinking
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About holding you and not letting go.
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I want that so much
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Me too Mami
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I really wanted to touch before I go back to sleep.
I haven’t stopped thinking of you. All sorts of thoughts..
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That is sweet. Go back to sleep Amor. I am going to bed in a few minutes. I was locked up in my room away from the phone concentrating on my manuscript.
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Okay baby
Sweet dreams. And much more♥
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Sweet dreams
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Morning my lonely author,
I wanted you to wake up with a touch.
❤️
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Good morning Beautiful
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You make me smile so much.
How are you
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Had a terrible night of sleep. I just gave up.
More importantly, how are you?
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I’m always better when you talk to me.
I’m sorry you didn’t sleep well baby
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Part of my life.
Missing u
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I miss you. Painfully
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How are things today
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Not bad. Kind of quiet. I am distracted anyway by some serious lonely author thoughts
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haha .
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Yeah. Haha and some mmm mmms too
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LOL . Doing some spring cleaning or what I like to call throwing our the trash on my blog.
Trying to unfollow everyone I follow faithfully but never stop at my blog. I have to many people that are faithful that deserve my follow, why waste my time with phonys.
This will help me free up more time for me.
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Sounds good baby. I love how you think.
And more time for you is something I wish I had too
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I need that Bubala
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You need more time for you or for me to have more time for you?!
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Both Mama-san
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You are on a roll with the little pet names today .. so cute
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Like a puppy dog….
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Who’s going to lay in my lap and let me stroke him?
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Belly up, legs spread….
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Me or you. .
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We take turns…
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Baby…
Don’t know what it is today but I want you so much
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Hehehe
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Gasp…you’re laughing at me
Not nice. .
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Lol. Mami I am missing u
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Me too baby.
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Yes…
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Many many yeses…
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Sorry baby… i have to go.
I will try my best to touch later ♥
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I have about half an hour, it you want me
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Of course I do…..
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That’s good ♡
How’s your day going?
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Hi ❤️
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Hola
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How are you
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Missing u
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I am missing you too
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Hope you’re okay.
Sleeping. Woke to touch.
Closing my eyes…
Love ❤️
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xoxo
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How are you ♡
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I am good. Slept well. How are you
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I happy you slept well baby
I’m not that great today but I will be.
Sorry about all the messages last night. Very typical woman of me.
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Quite okay. Slept early. Life is boring when one is alone.
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I wish you weren’t.
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Yeah, well, it is what it is… I don’t evenm give it much mine. I can do whatever I want whenever I want. That freedom is sweet.
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True.
Okay…not usual from me but are we okay?
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OF COURSE
I am still a little sleepy
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Juuuuuuuust checking.
Won’t be repeated.
Missed you quite a bit
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If I sound distant it is my half sleep state. Don’t ever read into anything,
Missed you deeply
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I don’t mind your sleepy state.
I am just a bit off today. Long day and it’s only afternoon.
You’ve pretty much cured me of my ‘reading too much into things you say’ thingy
That’s a big deal for me. So we’ll done you, lol ♡
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I have cured you of that? Is that only with me, or with many things?
Sorry you are off. Suprrised to find you here chatting so freely. on a Sunday
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Lol with you so far!
Yes I wouldn’t normally be but instead of little one taking a nap which is what I am trying to do as we speak, someone else is napping so…aprovechar momento (excuse the spelling)
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Tenemos que aprovechar cada momento Bella.
Hey, I mentioned you to a blogger the other day. Every Saturday, he plays a pronoun game on his blog. This Saturday it was “MY.”
Everyone had to name a song that has My in the title, I told him you may want to play. I know you love music. You can join . in on Monday. The blog – A Frank Angle.
My selectiomn for My was “My My My” a soulful song by Johnny Gill from back in the 90s. He said if you decide to join. To introduc yourself and let him know you are a friend of the Lonely Author. He is a pretty faithful follower too. You know I don’t have too many dudes on my blog. He is one of the few.
Sorry, if your not interested. I though you would be. I guess in my stupid mind it was my chance to introduce some special to me. Kind of like showing you off. I guess.
Silly me.
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What? No of course I am interested baby
Your insintc was right
I love that you want to show me off…very tingly
Never silly
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I want to make you tingle.
Take a peak when you can. Let him know you are my friend. He make joke about you being one from my concubine. He teases me like that often. Read the comments on “MY”
You can’t repeat a song already there. BUt my is pretty easy.
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I would clearly be head concubine, obviously
I will. Of course.
You ALWAYS make me tingle
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Smiling. You always make me feel so good about my blog, me, and US
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I hope so baby. I have a strong need to do all of those things .
I like it when you say Us
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We are an US aren’t we?
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Of course we are.
How could you ask me that.
It’s one of the most strong Us ive ever felt
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Happy to hear that. This is a strong US.
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Makes me happy that you say that
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Have a few more minutes.
Thinking of deleting today’s poem.
I usually do need to write something darker once in a while, but I feel like it doesn’t belong or something.
What do you think?
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That is up to you.
It was fine. Not as deep as your usual poetry and prose.
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Urgh. ..
You’re right.
I’ll see.
Need this honesty from you♥
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No no no. It wasn’t bad. Just not as powerful as your other stuff. Nothing wrong with that. No reason to remove.
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Lol.
Already gone.
I didn’t have a good feeling about it anyway.
I am all about instinct with my blog
Felt okay when i posted. Then it didn’t.
So its gone.
I’ll write in the morning when i am.less cloudy
♥
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Okay. Like I said. It was fine. The problem.is your other writing has so much power and emotion. It made this one pale in comparison.
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Well..awww first of all!
And secondly I agree with you baby.
My writing is also …shifting and changing because of you. .. and this wasn’t a reflection of that . It’s the dark parts of my head. I got it out felt better now I can trash it . It’s like super cheap therapy lol.
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Yes, my writing is shifting. I received an email from a blogger who told me if you ignore the suicide post, she said the recent posts since my return have been my best, Very from the heart.
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Oh my gosh. ..really?
I can’t tell you how happy that makes me for you and your blog and the effect it’s having on people.
But also a teeny bit happy for me too..
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They were written for you.
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I know that baby. ..
I still don’t think ive properly expressed how that makes me feel. I have so much love for you.
They see your heart in your poems because you’re not holding it back. It’s beautiful. To everyone.
But more so to me ♥
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I like that…”I am not holding it back.”
That is the way I feel. You let me spread my wings.
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I always will baby
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Gracias Bella
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Now I’m smiling.
Anything for you
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Smiling back.
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Hey
So a bit of good news.
In about 20 mins I will have an hour and a half-day to myself.
Didn’t know about it until just now.
If you’re here baby. No pressure ever, lol
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I am here. That is great news . YAY
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Yay is exactly what I was thinking
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Laughing
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Knocking on your door, Mr Lonely Author
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Here now. Was on a long call with my daughtert
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Everything okay?
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Just gabbing father daughter shit
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That’s always good.
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Yeah, I am a good and loving father
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I had a feeling you are
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Loving everything.
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You are a very loving person, yes
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smiling
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Happy with your poem for tomorrow?
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it satisfies the prompt
it satisfies that big confession reply you sent me
YES
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Haha good. I’m happy.
That was the first definitive YES I’ve ever heard you say about a poem.
I’m anxious and excited
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LOL
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❤️🔥🔥
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Oh God. I just woke up to read everyone thinks I am confessing to G. What a freakin headache.
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Hi baby.
I thought maybe that would happen..
It’s okay!
Just be hilarious and charming and I am sure once they read her response to it they won’t.
I have so much to say about it.
I loved it. So much
Don’t even know where to start…
I could write a 2000 word essay about it.
And that’s not including what I will say about it to you only in private.
It’s more than Amazing
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LOL
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Morning baby.
Much to say…
I read the poem, felt like I was being kissed.
❤️
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Besitos. Going back to.sleep. approved some messages for you tonread
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I noticed baby..
Sleep well ❤️
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Gracias…zzzzzz….
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Oh and my post yesterday…finished the day with 210 likes.
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Amazing. And this one is nearly on 100 already. You are on fiery fire
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Thanks to my muse who inspires me
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She sounds very talented
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Yes, Mami-san. She is.
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That was a short sleep
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Failed to fall asleep. Said, screw it.
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I mean…I wish you had slept but it works for me 🙊
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I can nap in the afternoon, after we sign off.
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Good plan. You’ll have me until at least 1.45 ish your time I think today
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Vunderfull . <—-That's my German accent.
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I know though it’s a blog day so you’ll be busy busy. Your poem…
God.
Perfect
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Perfect?! Yes, because your love is so large.
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Yes perfect! Don’t question my words!
Oh you were sweet after that…
It is. You haven’t even seen half of it
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Smiling. I am sure of it.
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This is what I was talking about in my comment. About the particles.
“I think about what love is. Do I know? Probably not. But it could be…
Indescribable, infinitesimal, interdimensional particles, glowing, flickering between us in the beautiful, pulsating , endless, infinite space between us… electrified, sparking, sparkling, alive yet belonging to both…ripping through my heart, mind, soul (in that order), whizzing through time and space, tearing pieces of me out and flying them to you, ripping through your heart, mind , soul, embedding themselves inside you, placing the twinkling, glowing particles of me inside you, whizzing and shredding out pieces of you, flying soaring at indescribable speed back through the ether to me , slicing through me, leaving remnants of you inside me, then ripping out more of me, traversing through the burning dimensions, tearing into you…ad infinitum…until we are a sonorous, harmonious, melodious, medley of particles of me and you ripped to pieces, embedded forever, in a magniloquent, grandiloquent merging of sparkling, glowing, particles of… us.”
Spooky right.
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Did you like my song choice on your friend’s blog by the way? You never said.
I listened to your song.
Never heard it before.
But all I had in my mind was this image of you playing that song, turning the lights down and turning on the romance, lol.
I bet you do that all the time ..
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Yes, I do. Not as effective now that I am alone.
I love love love Mariah Carey. And that song is sultry. I loved it. I told Frank you would submit something………..smouldering
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Lol. I saw your little comment about me to him. Smiled and blushed.
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Had to give props to my girl….
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Sigh baby
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smiling….
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Hey.
Wrote you another reply before this one.
Just went and read G’s comment. I think it will settle things. She was actually very charming and complimentary to you and very platonic.
Don’t worry
Also from what I can see, it’s mainly Aruna that made the bold statement and I don’t think anyone will give her comment much attention.
If you need anything from me , just ask
Sleep well sleepy
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Thank you for this.
Asd for Aruna, entertain yourself. When you have a moment search for her comments on the previous post. You asked to come live with me and be my servant. Seriously.
She leaves comments sporadically. Not on one comment chain. So you may have to skim all of the comments to find all of hers.
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I read those. I wanted to mention them to you yesterday but I didn’t want to waste any time talking about other people!
So…odd but like… weirdly innocent!
No need to thank me. I just say what I feel. Can’t help it
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Weirldly would have sufficed.
Nandita hated her because she is obsessed with me.
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Fuck sakes. Who didn’t she hate?
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MIRRORS
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Hahahaha!!
Brilliant
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Hahahahaha!!
True
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There’s also a comment about your poem just for you.
Fuck knows how far back it is…feel like I’ve sent you a million words these past two days lol
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I am going through the comments. I will find it Beautiful
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I know, lol. It’s cool.
You’ll be a very busy lonely author today. You wrote a piece of beauty
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I wrote it for you….
Hey, I commented to your friend and went to her blog and commented (bad boy) and her latest post. Feeling a little devilish today.
Well, I already confessed and was fogiven
LOL
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God, I know. I am still reading it every 5 minutes.
Lol, that’s cool. She’s so funny and sweet.
I love your devilish side. How many times must I tell you.
You did confess… Not forgiven for keeping
it a secrett from me for a while. But really… totally forgiven
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Smiling. After what I went through before you arrived….please undertsand. Not easy to take the step of saying it.
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I know agapi. I was joking of course. I knew how you felt. When I told you my own feelings it was just for You. I didn’t need you to say anything.
But you did
And my heart …well you know the rest
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It was your love that resurrected me.
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Please never stop saying these things to me.
I have to go now. I am so sorry baby. I thought I had more time.
I’ll be back with you around 2 ish your time.
So so much ❤️
Never letting go
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Heart breaking….
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Mine too 💔
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Sigh….
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Every spare second i have I will be here.
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Grateful for that
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All good with the poem?. I don’t have time to look now. All for you
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Yes, I am still responding to comments. Aruna is going a little haywired. G was wonderful to me.
At this time of day it already has over 160 likes.
It almost feels like the good old days.
Thursday is Thanksgiving here. So, I won’t be posting. Wednesday, I will spend the entire day in the street. (I will be available to you).
So, I am thinking of posting my second post of the week tomorrow. What do you think?
It is the universe post.
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Oh my god. Please do. I would love that.
Thinking of you non stop
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It will be waiting for you tomorrow.
Hope it touches you…
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I cant wait baby.
Your poetry always touches me.
Speaking of touching me…
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Yes………Good girl.
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Want you very much
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Yo tambien
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I have a hypothetical question. Just think about it and humour me.
I let’s say around April time there was a period of time where I may be here alone for a few days due to a possible trip abroad for others, would you consider a trip to London.
Hypothetically speaking.
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I would think about it.
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Lol. Good enough.
Read some comments.
What a beautiful reaction you’re getting. Amazing baby
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Smiling. Yeah, this post has been amazing.
Question: Of these poems I have written for you, which has been your favorite?
which has touched you the most
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I was thinking about that actually.
Love hung in her closet showed me another side to you. I started to think about how you felt about me
Never sent to you made me cry my eyes out.
Love and poetry made my heart race for you.
Vagabond days made me WISH it was for me (I didn’t know at the time)
But this one made me fall even deeper.
It’s this one
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Thank you for your wonderful reply. Each one made my smile grow. Tomorrow you will connect with the little boy in me.
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Tomorrow cannot come fast enough.
I have to go now baby.
I will do my best to touch you later.
And.
You know ♥
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And I shalt miss you…
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I already miss you, you loony
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Haha
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Baby, have you ever been told you bring good karma with you?
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No….
Why….
❤️
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I feel you do. The darkness over my blog is lifting
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I feel it.
I knew when we connected i was meant to bring special things to you. And for me, my my heart and soul
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It is going well. Regaining some of the magic it had before. I know I am regaining the playfulness
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That’s good baby. You should be playful. Everyone loves it and it’s part for who you are.
Every one is falling in love with my lonely author. .
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It really is, but I only regained my “charm” because of you.
Missing you so so badly.
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I am missing you too.
Thinking lots of thoughts..
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Me too
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I wonder what is going through your mind
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All loving and tender to be honest.
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Aww…I’ve had those thoughts too
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It’s not only the horizontal mambo
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It’s not? ! You could have told me before.
Now I’ll have to be all affectionate and attentive and caring and full of love…
Wait
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Smiling. baby, I have my dark moods too.
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I am sure you do. So do I.
You don’t scare me
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That intrigues me even more.
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Does it? That I have darker moods or I’m not scared of you
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Both Mami
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Well. That’s good.
I am pretty sure I can deal with anything you think is dark
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Do be so sure…….
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Yeah. You’ve said that before.
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I will whisper my darkest secrets and desires into your ear……
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Will you
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Yes Baby…. do you want that?
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Yes I want that
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Let’s do.it soon……
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When you want to, I’m here
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I have a couple of busy days coming. Maybe Friday. Is that good for you?
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Friday is good baby
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It has to be early, I know. Before my 11 AM
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Yes. I was going to say that but you are one step ahead of me
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Weird huh, I want to be right behind you.
Yeah, I can call you early. Well, ahead of that hour
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That IS weird. ..was thinking that same thing earlier today…
You’d be up early for me?
I would be trusting you a lot with my number
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Hey, I thought we would be doing whatsapp.
And I would never call you without you approving first. I would never put you in a position to have problems.
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We would do WhatsApp.
I know baby. Every instinct in my body tells me the same thing.
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I would never hurt you in anyway.
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I believe that you mean that .
Emotional
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I remember how you used to say, I would eventually hurt you. Not gonna happen. We can do this as long as you want. You do good things to my soul.
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I really believed it.
I never meant that you would mean to do anything to hurt me. But things feel different now. It makes less sense now.
I won’t stop this.
There are a lot more good things coming for your soul from me
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That is exactly what I was trying to say.
I want this to continue for a long time
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I know what you meant.
To be honest , I can’t imagine not ..doing this with you . Even the thought of it feels wrong and off balance
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Smiling. Mi corazòn esta muy feliz
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That’s good baby
Mine has a life of its own these days and only answers to you
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Smiling. You are so sweet. It was . special day today
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It really was. Some kind of different feel to it..
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Yeah. Not very lustful today. Warm and tender.
Hey, I have been blogging reaidng and replying to comments on my blog. NOW, I am going to finally reply to you.
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Lol. I think we have plenty of both
But warm and tender with you is so…. ..sigh
Oh my gosh…okay.
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Laughing
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Silently laughing on the inside.
Take your time.
I should shush right?
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Just finished. LOL
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About to read it ❤️
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Smiling. Reply mañana
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Read it baby. Yes I will thoughtfully reply tomorrow. Couldn’t possibly now. You made my heart race with the eternal part.
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Smiling. Meant it
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Melting
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Anxuious to see your thoughts on tomorrow’s post.
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I am so excited to read it. And I feel like we’ve been touching all day and now it’s not that long til l wake up and get to read your poetry again
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Not long before you wake up.
HYSTERICAL
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True though 😴
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Get some sleep Amor
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I will. Just want your answer to my other question
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Question?
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You answered. We’re talking about it now lol. The poetry
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Laughing., I am about to answer your comments from the middle of the night. It has beena crazy day. You see how the days I post it is an all day thing
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I hope you enjoy them. God knows what I was saying
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LOL
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Two things.
1- I just got like number 200 on the post.
2- If you get a chance, can you skim the comments to make sure I didnt’t miss any. Thanks Amor
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That has to make you very happy!
I am so over the moon that this poem is on such fire.
I will check. Do I get a reward for my secretarial services?
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Laughing.
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You got everyone baby.
Very impressed with you ❤️
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That was quick
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I can do things like that very fast.
Need me to double check? Lol
My brain is a wonder
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Nope. Your brain is wonderful.
do you know what you are posting tomorrow?
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Wish you could see my smile.
No idea,! I had a few thoughts, I have to wait for my instinct to kick in in the morning.
When did you realise all my poetry had started to be about you
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Not until you told me. I don’t like to be cocky.
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Ha! Okay. But i bet you were thinking it…
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I suspected it. Hoped it.
KInda like you with vagabond days
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How funny though..we both wanted the same thing.
By the way I can see all your replies zooming in, lol. I want to save them till tomorrow.
Going to sleep now baby.
Oh don’t forget…
I love you ❤️
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Sure Baby
Sleep well. Happy dreams
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Still torn between a poem that’s a special…something for you (no change there) or another vignette. I even considered reciting and recording it , but I’m not sure yet.
So the basic gist of this is…I am not sure! Lol.
I have so many poems in my head about you and us and the effect you’ve had on me. They are wrestling with each other to escape my head.
No not mud wrestling naked, you perv
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Let them escape. Baby, you and I will be wrestling between the sheets.
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Already posted. It’s a little bit special.
You are driving me effing crazy today
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I didn’t mean to Baby. I shall read.
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Shame. I was hoping you were doing it on purpose
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Laughing
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We shall see….
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We shall my lonely author..
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Where are you Beautiful?
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Here baby. Sorry. My auntie just popped in and wouldn’t leave!!
Reading your cheeky comments now
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Hahaha . Please take good carer of your Auntie. Lucky we weren’t doing anything.
LOL .
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Lol, I know!
After your first message this morning I was so tempted to tell you to just call me. I was worried you were sitting there torturing yourself and I wanted to make you feel better 💋
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I was awake for about an hour and a half worrying in bed. I actually wrote the endings for about five different poems during that time. I just jotted them down to not forget,
You have me so inspired. THANK YOU
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I hate that you were worried.
But I am loving your flow of inspiration. Warms me all over.
You don’t have to thank me. I am loving every minute
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Smiling. You are turning me into a poet Baby
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You were always a poet
Now you ooze poetry and love
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Because of my beautiful muse…
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Baby…
My perfect heartbeat
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Smiling. We are so good together.
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I know.
It’s all I think about
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We can dream Beautiful.
In the meantime, we continue living this…..
A lonely kind of beautiful.
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I love every minute
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Me too. Blissful.
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Do you want me for about 30 mins
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30 mintes….?
30 years wouldn’t be enough
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I wish I could explain what happens to me when you say these things…
No. It wouldn’t ♥
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Tomorrow when you are bored you can tell me.
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I may do that…
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Sometimes, I think it is better form me to read you after your gone, because that way I can still feel you near. Makes sense?
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Makes a lot of sense. How could it not.
I was just about to tell you leave my comment til last to respond and when you find them comment that’s only for you. ..leave that until you’re going to bed
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Smiling. You are adorable.
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I know! How lucky are you
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I am
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Lol.
Baby..me too. Trust me. I had given up on feeling anything real
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Smiling. I just want to hug you.
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.I need that so much
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Me too
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Just about to post my comment. I know you have to approve it first, so don’t if there is anything you don’t like, okay? ❤️
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Loved it Mami-san. Know you know exactly how I feel. Thank you for resurrecting me. You saved me from what would have been a looooong dark period. I meant every DAMN word.
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Sighing baby.
Missed you so much.
Felt like I was bleeding love all alone without you this weekend .
I know you did.
This poem…
You took me with this one .
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I freaked out when I woke up and read the early comments.
1- I didn’t want to offend my good friend G
2 How will my dear Fiery react
3- People are misinterpreting this thing
4- How will my dear Fiery react
5- Should I take it down
7- How will my dear Fiery react
8- How will my dear Fiery react
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Aw…poor baby! Don’t EVER worry about how I will react
I will always talk to you first if I ever feel anything negative. I didn’t. I get why they (stupidly) reacted that way. People don’t wait for their brains to make the right connections before they open their mouths.
The only thing I thought was she may think it’s for her! She didn’t. Even if she did, so what. I know you. And what you meant and felt.
Please don’t take it down. God I would be heartbroken. Plus look now the comments your getting. They are perfect. And the likes are through the effing roof! Already!
Never worry about my reactions. I only want to make you feel good.
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Perfect perfect reply to settle my old sore neck and bones. I love you
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I love you ❤️
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I hear loving in silence is a sin……
so let me fry.
A little teary eyed here.
Read Stella’s latest poem. She floored me.
Also I commented to Frank on his first reply to you. Read what I said when you have a chance.
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Burning along side you baby.
Kissing your tears.
I will read it. Love how she writes.
I will go and read your reply. He also commented on my poem that I posted last night, “Heart Errands” a much better replacement to the one I had written and trashed. He mentions you. I mention you back and I am very well behaved.
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Very soft kiss.
Gotta go baby
❤️
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Kissy kissy
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So funny. I am listening to Taki Taki right now and it fit with your kissy kissy.
Have you heard it?
I kind of like it A LOT but I can’t decide if I like this Cardi B woman, or whether I just think she needs a good wash and some decent clothes lol
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Yes, I have.
She sure could use that.
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Lol. Glad we agree
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LOL
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Hi. Are you around
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I am ot exaclt round. More like a rectangle.
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Very funny, cheeky.
It’s hilarious to me when you reply to my flood of messages so long after. Mostly I don’t remember what I was saying to you and your responses are like my own personal sitcom.
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LOL . Most of the time I have lost the chain of the conversation myself. So I write whatever comes to mind
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Oh my god. Laughing so much.
So I should say complete nonsense then and see what you come up with
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Give it a try one day. LMFAO
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Oh I will now!
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LOL
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So cade means every, right?
You know it’s the same in Greek.
Except it’s a soft ‘th’ sound instead of a harder one.
Thought that was funny. Never realised before
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Cada = every
Laughing
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So funny.
You are a very good teacher.
Although I may have slightly inappropriate thoughts about you
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Ha. I am to blame
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Lol, you think???
I should take some responsibility
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Yeah, you should
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You make me laugh.
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It’s my whole professor fantasy I think
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Oh my God. That is the last thing I am
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Lol
Doesn’t matter if you are or aren’t. You are teaching me things.
I wanna add lol here.
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Add lol wherever you want Pretty Baby
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I usually do.
Especially when I am nervous.
Yes still nervous whenever we speak.
Shush
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Shush it is. Warming up lasagna. Time for lunch
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The famous lasagna. Very impressed by the way. I made it for the first time a few months ago. Tasted great. Took forever. Don’t really make it now!
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why
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Why…do I not make it anymore?
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yes
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For me, it takes ages and my little one is insane with wanting my attention. So…you see where I am going!
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Hey. Back for a bit.
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Sadly, I wasn’t
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Yeah I know!!
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Victoria Ray and I justice mentioned you in the comments on. A Lonely Kind of Beautiful. For the record, I DID NOT START IT! It’s very innocent but very complimentary to you.
I am.being a very good girl.
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You arer a very good girl. I love that about you.
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I try to be. When you want me to
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Good girl again,,,,,,
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Funny when you say good girl, all I want to do is be bad
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Yes, but when you are bad…..good girl.
Slap your ass.
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Just hard enough I hope
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Yes, hard enlugh for you to remember who is the man here.
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Actually gasped out loud.
I know who the man is very well
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I know you do….but I like to remind you and your arse.
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I like that too.
Heating me up this morning…
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And I do it in public, too. So everyone knows who is taking you at night. I fondle in public too. Especially when men are looking at you.
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Do you… I thought so. So hot
With you, I wouldn’t care who was watching
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Hold the door open to the restaurant…you walk in, slap your arse. Man stops us on the corner to ask for directions. Slowly tell him as I deeply fondle your arse.
I love to do those things. Grab your breast as the waiter asks us if we want desert.
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I would be willing and wet to have you do all those things to me
Over stepped the PG rating I think there
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Besitos Linda….
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Yeah..these besitos are teasing me
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Wait until I plkant them where I want….
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I wonder where you would want first
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Between the lines pretty Baby
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Love that
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I figured you would love the placement…..
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Did you now..
You seem to know a lot about me lately
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Still learning baby
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You’ve got a lot of homework to do
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Haha . Yeah, I do. I like to know my lady like a book,.
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Flicking through the pages as you lick your finger ready for the next one?
What is WRONG with me today??????
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Wow. Need to.tie you up…….
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That would work.
Not too tight. I may want to loosen a hand for …stuff
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Just open yur mouth. NOthing needs to be said
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Anything you say
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Smiling
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You won’t believe this. I blogged the entire day yesterday just to catch up with my blog reading and with the pile of comments that I could never catch up with.
Well, at this moment, the only thing I have to reply to is your comment on today’s post.
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Really? Good job baby.
You are very efficient these days…
Loving it. More lonely author for me
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Exactly…
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And it’s still early. So much potential to the day..
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Yes yes yes.
Oh, I have someone crushing on me. ON todays post.
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I’ve read all the comments like a proper stalker. The young girl? Lol. I noticed. Adorable. Told you…you are setting hearts on fire
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LOL
You are wonderful. N would have been fighting with me because she flirted with me.
There were some very nice comments on my previous posts that I finally answered yesterday. I like the way you stalk me.
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I try to be. Everyone wants some of you these days..it’s like a magic spell.
I never want to fight with you. Even mentioning that makes me feel a little sick. Couldn’t ever think of a reason to .
You keep getting amazing comments. You should be so happy baby.
Well…I stalk you only because I want you in a very bad way. I am happy I’m doing it well lol
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It has been magical since I returned. Words are flowing through me Baby. I can’t explain it.
Never happened before. Not like this,
Honestly, I am even enjoying my poetry. LOL
Hey, just to let you know, Monday’s post, which just popped into my head a few minutes ago (and written in its entirety within minutes) will be a little light and humorous.
I haven’t done that in a while.
The title is ” I shall never write of love again.”
Curious to see the reactions. Smiling hard.
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You don’t have to explain. I get it. It makes me so happy. Bit teary sometimes. But in a good way. I want you to enjoy your poetry! You should. It is special.
Well that sounds like a brilliant title. Looking forward to it.
So you’re happy with your poem today, the reactions etc? You should be. Thank you for your reply btw. I’ll reply later. Or maybe I’ll just pop a ❤️ as a reply to make your life easier, lol
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LOL .
You are changing so many things for me Amor.
Very touched by you and your soul. I feel our souls connected.
Oh, and some new blogger named Blank (with only one follower) was scouring my blog last night. Like dozens of posts. But it wasn’t the like like like thing. They were taking their time.
Time enough to read the comments opr at least to skim them. Just thought I would let you know.
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Okay…never heard or seen him/her. Someone just checking you out. Curious eyes and stuff.
Sigh baby …me too. A very deep connection. I feel it very intensely
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Me too. deep deep deep
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That’s what I like to hear ❤️
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Fathoms deep…..
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Oh wow. I LOVE that.
Could be a whole poem about the ocean and love and naughty stuff
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I had the same thought when I hit sent….
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Really… God I effing love it when we click
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Yeah
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We fit ❤️
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Hand in glove, rooster in hen house.
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Too funny 😂
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It’s PG here so I said rooste, but I knew my Fiery would get it.
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I actually didn’t until just now!..NOW I get it. Still effing funny
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LMFAO…..
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Am I waiting for an email by the way or tomorrow? Either way just so I know lol
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Just replied….
Okay you mentioned tomorrow. mañana I will be on the orad ost of the day. So there will be no email availability. I will comment on an old post of your if you don’t mind and we start our chats there.
Thursday, I maybe have a moment here and there, but I won’t be available until my evening.
And Friday we are talking
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Yes please do that.
I understand about Thursday baby. It will be ridiculously lonely without you but you’ll be doing something amazing for others. Food for your soul, you know.
And Friday. Yes. Can’t actually wait. I’m nervous. No surprise there lol
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Friday I will unleash it all……
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Will you …
I want you to
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I will give you everything
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Never wanted you more
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Smiling. We shall see on Friday
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Replied. I don’t think it needs a response. ❤️
Oh I see.. I will want you more after Friday…
I don’t doubt that. It will be the final push over the edge for me
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I just meant it be very loving
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That’s good. I need your loving.
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You shall receive it.
Almost replied incorrectly to you. I have been chatting with my future servant on yesterday’s post. LMFAO
Has me all confused. She was talking about traveling the world. When she told me she wants to see Amazon, I was thinking in terms of the website.
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Laughing my head off!
You have soooooooo much patience with her. Don’t know how you do it.
You know…I am little more shy in person than I am here. So expect a little of that, lol
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No problemo shy Fiery one.
As for my servant, I don’t know how I do it. I have been asked about that
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You have a good heart. Simple as that
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Hahaha . I can’t hurt someone. Not on purpose. But I can if they try to hurt me.
Confession time. Be honest with me.
I always preach love, kindness, gratitude, and forgiveness.
Am I a hyporcite? I can’t forgiv you know who. It was mean, manipulative, andf hurtful.
What are your thoughts
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No. You’re not a hypocrite. At all. I am a bit weird with forgiveness. I feel like I can’t forgive certain people. I understand you. You don’t have to if you can’t. It’s a personal thing and I believe that really…deep down, we don’t actually forgive much because we can’t actually ever forget. That’s what I feel anyway.
She hurt you. You gave her everything and were willing to give even more. One day she won’t matter to you at all and you won’t even think of her. And then you’ll be more at peace and won’t give a fuxk about forgiving her. You’re both getting on with things and she didn’t deserve you. I can’t stand manipulators Andrew. I just can’t.
So don’t torture yourself. Fill yourself with love and everything else will follow
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You called me Andrew……..aaaaw
I have argued about forgiveness. Cause I always say, I forgive but I don’t forget. No one is goiong to hurt me twice.
Enough about gh from the past
what did I say in if you let me
You conquered the gf come and gone
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I did …like a warrior goddess of poetry and love.
That’s who I am in my head lol.
I called you Andrew because I was being super duper serious. And I find it crazy hot if I dont do it too often …
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It is crazy hot…..
Like that dropping of the Lonely Author thing when you comment on post.
I bet women are thinking your gushing all over my blog.
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They definitely are thinking that.
They probably can’t work out why you’re not completely discouraging me.
Entertains me A LOT
Oh I love doing that.
Such a turn on.
But Andrew is a whole…. different level
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Lol
It is a turn on.
Lol on the andrew
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I would probably do other things on Andrew… No lol-ing involved
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Good no loling needed
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Do you think I should do a recording of the Lonely Kind of Beautiful.
To be fair, I would literally be doing it for you
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That would be sweet.
And I know it would be for moi.
You touch me so deeply
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I’ll think about it. I never want to over load with the voice in the blog. Ruins the magic lol
But I would want to do it for you.
Touching you deeply is a priority
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Well, don’t do it. Maybe wait until a few months pass and the poem is forgotten by others then do it.
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Sounds like a plan baby
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Surprise me
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Mmm… okay. That sounds even better.
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I love surprises.
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Do you.
Good to know.
Me too.
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Better to know.
But I will NEVER surprise you with a call. So don’t worry
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It’s okay I know that
I trust you.
That’s a big deal for me but I feel it strongly
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NO need to worry.
I wouldn’t cause trouble. I wuld nevr forgive myself. I often worry when your sending these little messages
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Don’t. I am careful baby always
I have to go.
Will miss you so
❤️
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Miss u
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Miss you
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Me too
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Hey
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Hey
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I miss you
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Miss u
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You okay
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Tha question is are you okay?
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Lol yes. That was last night.
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You mentioned violence. Answer from your blog and be sure to delete after I read and reply
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Oh am I okay…
Yes baby.
I am okay.
Much much better now
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That makes me happy. And relieved.
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Always be happy. I can deal with almost anything ❤️
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That is good but it tears my heart to pieces
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Falling asleep …
Thinking of you
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Me roo
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You know I think tomorrow I’ll be writing another little steamy scene.
You won’t be around much so… I’ll need lonely author fuel to get me through the day lol
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LOL
I will read it Mami even if I am on the road.
People will notice that as well.
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Love that.
Kissing you ❤️
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You have that priviledge
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An extra few minutes.
I am honoured my lonely author…
You do make me feel special
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The only girl in the world….well, my world.
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It’s the only world I want to be in
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Smiling
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So you liked my poem today?
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LOved it. But being honest…..
A lonely kind of beautiful is numero uno for me
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Oh you know… Me too. I almost felt like never writing again after that! Or like pinning it to the home page of my blog.
That’s all you that poem. Wouldn’t exist without you ❤️
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Smiling. Beautiful of you to say that. You can’t even begin to imagine how much I love it.
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I go back to it a lot. The most inspired one I’ve ever written, hands down agapi
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It is very inspiring. Just so you know, I will be linking and mentioning it on my blog one day.
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Will you…how very warm and charming my lonely author…that thrills me more than you know
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Smiling. It touched me so much
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It was meant to baby
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It succeeded….deeply
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We do this deeply thing so effing well.
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effing incredibly well
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If only we were effing incredibly well.
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I know baby
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You have to teach me how to do thias link thing properly. usually screw it up
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Okay. When you want to do I will give you some private tuition 😘
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You mean lessons….tuition?
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Yes. One on one.
I was being silly. And a bit naughty.
So nothing new there!
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LOL
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I shall title it fathoms.
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Perfect baby
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are you going to reply to the email?
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Just sent it
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It will take a second to reply, But honestly, today’s poem and words were because of the things you said in the email.
a small bewildered child
forever admiring
the infinity of you
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Baby… I know.
It means so much to me
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Good. You are unselfish and your love is immense. That was all for you. You deserve that
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Thank you for saying that.
You seem to bring out the best in me and other people have always brought out the worst.
You are like a gift for my heart and soul
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A gift that will keep on giving…..
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That sounds like a dream baby
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You shall see…..
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I love everything you say to me.
You have me all warm
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I want you to stay that way, that way you carry soem warmth in your dark or lonely hours.
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I do baby
I know I don’t tell you a lot of what goes on at home but having you..has just given me so much happiness I didn’t have before. Or ever
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Understood. I hope when things aren’t going right, somewhere deep inside, I accompany you and give you strength
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Yes. Always
Tears now
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Oh no Baby….even when you don’t hear me, I am here for you.
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Okay. I know. I do feel you all the time.
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Good. Replied.
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I read it baby. Don’t know how much of you my heart can take.
I’ll reply
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a lonely particle of love
You can’t take that? LOL
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Well … I can take it. You know me. And much more
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Smiling
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Good. Always smile
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Lol, the word “fishing” in the email was supposed to say “gushing” and “leasing” was supposed to be “leading” lol. Autocorrect nonsense
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LOL . You do all of this by phone, right?
I know the very late nights are. But during the day too
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Yes all by phone
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I can’t do that. It would kill my eyes
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Yeah I know. I used to do it all by laptop but…secrets are easier on the phone. Sounds terrible but it’s true
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I know. Am I your favorite secret?
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My favourite ever secret and so much more.
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Sweet Mami
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Your friend frankAngle just left a very sweet comment on my poem. I didn’t think he’d visit lol!
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I will check it out. He is pretty good for that.
I believe he used to be a teacher.
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Oh it’s only a tiny little comment but sweet
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It was sweet.
Going back to that poem we were discussing.
You know I will gmail you.
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Sent
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Okay one sec…
Read it.
Oh…what a question you’re asking me…
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LOL
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I’ll reply. I can only be honest
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Sure Baby. I will accept anything you say
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Hope so!!
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It wass exactly what I expected. I will reply
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Oh god. Okay
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NO need to worry mami,
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Okay ❤️
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Why did you think that? Just curious. And to be honest, I had a premonition that it was.
On her pervious post she called me adorable. I was shocked.
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Laughing so hard.
There have been other poems that left me thinking to be honest.
I indulged her. LOL . Guilty as charged. Yes, I toild her what brought me there. I really did like the piece. I bet most men were intrigued by it.
So, do I try to charm the pants off of you?
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I wouldn’t be surprised if there were.
I think we are way beyond my pants being charmed off.
But yes. You do. Always.
One of the many reasons….
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Your bloomers, too?
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Wow. Bloomers.
Yeah if you want, why not lol
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Rip ’em off with my teeth…
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You’re saying all the right things…
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Laughing
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Hey.
Hope you’re not still worrying about the reactions. I wrote you a couple of messages about that earlier this morning
I don’t know where I am going to send you this yet, by email or or in our messages because it’s going to be long.
I won’t comment on your poem yet until you wake up and we talk a bit.
I am writing this in my drafts, yes I am DRAFTING my response to you. My nerdy side just won’t stop.
Your poem … speechless.
I am just going to tell you my first two reactions and I will save my deep analysis of like, EVERY word for your blog.
First.
I love you. Maybe a little too much
Felt your feelings coming off the words is the only way I can describe it. I felt like I have never read anything like this from you. Ever. And I have read pretty much everything you’ve posted.
It was a you that even i have never seen, even here in private, when it just Us. This is something so different. It’s very, very raw and bare and very deep, maybe more than you realise and did you realise how much shorter it is than anything else you’ve written but you’ve said more here than in anything else. And it feels unfiltered. It was like every single word was thick and heavy with feeling. Pressed on my heart. And the etched in stone…so perfect.
Second.
After I had read it for the 5th or 6th time, I began to have a lot of very bad bad thoughts. I mean bad as in good.
My first thought was if you were ever going to recite a poem to me, I would want this one. (I know that’s not a bad thought- wait)
But I would want it whispered in my ear softly while you’re taking me hard.
And I won’t even get started on my thoughts of us doing very bad things in an inappropriate setting, at night, by candlelight ..in a church.
Sorry… I couldn’t NOT tell you that part. I may regret that paragraph!
See what you do to me?
But …you couldn’t have replied to my confession to you in a more perfect way.
You may have sent me past the point of no return.
I felt you in every word.
❤️
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Drafting your responses to me. LMFAO
No you never have read anything like this from me. It was a huger admission.
You mean bad as in GREAT and HOT. Love it.
I will recite it to you
Point of no return…I gues you are joining me.
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I know!
Told you, I am a huge nerd.
I am enjoying your new found open heart.
Yes. That’s what I meant. I have many a bad thought about you.
.
Not even thinking about you reciting that to me right now because I need to actually have my brain functioning and sometimes you prevent normal thought
Im happy you’re already there, lol.
It is a beautiful view from here though
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My new found her. Battered broken but still ticking……for you
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Awwww… somehow I feel the same
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I know
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And Yeah. In a quite way I was showing off my girl.
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You are so adorably perfect
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Laughing
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Good.
ONE of the best ways to wake up
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Yeah, it is. The annoying blogger that left you strange messages was all over my blog yesterday. Hit like on about 20 posts.
Commented on “never sent to you.” Told me I must send them.
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I saw that
Still convinced it’s her.
She hasn’t said anything on one of my posts for a while
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Don’t know who it is. So many bloggers play these stupid games.
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Fair enough.
Loving and leaving you for a bit
Xxxxxxx
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xoxoxoxo
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Finished the poem about you and the universe. It will post next Thursday.
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Just when I thought I couldn’t possibly…
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My beautiful muse….
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❤️💋
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xoxo
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You know… I can’t get enough of you calling me your muse
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You will be hearing it a lot more….
Never been a muse before?
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Not that I know of.
I’m a virgin muse. All yours
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I like the sound of that
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God. Me too
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Deep, DEEP kiss baby.
Touch you later.
♥♥
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Deep deep smile and happiness….
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Hi ♥
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Besitos
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And people have started playing with the name.
Ankit says the Lovely Author
Sona called me the Loved Author.
It is so cute.
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I noticed that! Kept meaning to mention it but you know…so many other things
It’s very sweet. They all want to be a part of the magic
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Hahaha . Part of the magic. You are funny.
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What was the advice you wanted???
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Forgotten all about that. Have this Fiery chick all in my head.
I have so many posts sitting on the blog waiting to be posted from that period that everything ended exGf.
Don’t know what to do with them.
One is a poem about being set free.
I should forget them, right?
Why reopen any of that shit.
What do.you opine?
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Hmmm…
Do the one about being free and add something from how you feel now.
Forget the other ones baby. They were full of negativity. You don’t need that.
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The being set free is a no doubt jab at her.
That is the one i have the greatest reluctance about
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Then don’t. If it is a jab at her, don’t. Rise above it.
Forget all of them and focus on all the good yummy stuff
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Like what is between your legs???
You did mention yummy to the Lonely Author. This is entirely your fault.
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I accept responsibility. I like to push your buttons.
Then my buttons.
Then I lose track of what my fingers are doing
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Lol…I do those naughty things when no one is watching..
Black today.
No doubt they will need to be changed pretty soon.
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Haha . I like that
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Yeah you do
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So you liked my little steamy post?
Sounded like something you would do..
I would never have guessed
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Haha . That is the kind of woman I need. When the urge comes, no matter when or where, just opened the legs and be submissive….
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So hot…
I’m all hot and bothered and mind tangled
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That is what Friday mornings are for. Hot, bothered, and tangled. Exactly the way I would want to take you…..over and over
And let me emphasize the words take you
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That sounds perfect.
I do need to be taken
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Smiling.
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I bet you are lol.
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Si Amor
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So that day when you emailed me how you felt i replied and we were back and forth a little. .you know i sent you a little voice recording that night..did you ever listen to it?
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Yes, I did baby
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Did you. .okay. you never mentioned it.
I am happy you did
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I’m pretty sure you can’t just add an O on the end of words and claim them as Spanish.
Although.
You can add an O whenever you want ..I will never say no
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I never do that with the word horny….don’t want any misunderstandings there.
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Haha! I could NEVER misunderstand the meaning of THAT word from you
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Sounds great Mami
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If you had the choice now…Cyprus or Lonely Author? Which would it be?
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The only good thing to come out of me going back there was that eventually it led to my beautiful little boy..but he is so very me…you known I feel I always wouldn’t have had hin, matter what.
You.
Of course you my lonely author
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Sorry for the all caps on the other message. Wasn’t meant that way. I don’t scream. Well, it depends……
Good answer.
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You were just thinking about me? What a coincidence. ..
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LOL
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The blog. Damn, it is on fire today. Mucho thanks to you.
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You penned that piece of art baby. I just whispered a breath on your earlobe
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Haha Art??? Don’t know about that.
People are really liking it. Women of course.
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And some men.
But the women are falling for you as I knew they would.
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Haha . There a nice comments still coming in for Monday’s post “if you let me.”
I think that one will help bring back the crowd I had before. Didn’t write it for that purpose, it was my secret message to you, but it may help revive the blog.
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It will. Absolutely
I loved your secret message.
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Don’t want to sound arrogant, but we could make each other so happy.
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Not arrogant baby.
We could.
Or we do.
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But I meanliving together. Ever imagined that?
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Yes. Yes yes yes yes yes…
One of my more torturous thoughts
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Oh, I know. We take turns cooking, washing dishes, sucking, etc….
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That is a loaded etc.
Smiling very hard
All of those things…and much more
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I know….much much more.
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Grabbing my heart again…
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I am grabbing something else….
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That’s good too 🔥
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Beautiful poetry is art so shutty uppy
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Zipping lips….but, that would make suckie suckie impossible. Even the Lonely Author has his limitations…..
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I wouldn’t let you zip your lips if they were busy..
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Good girl…
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That made an appearance in my post. How could it not lol
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Oh, got to read this. You will see my comments when you steal a minute.
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Okay lol.
You’ll be wondering who is the pervier perv. Me or you .
The answer is me. Today anyway 🔥
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Hahaha
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It’s hot. But much more than that. Especially to you. So far I think people have only read the hotness
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Okay I am lost. Your saying most are reading with their panties?
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Probably. I mean my post by the way. Not yours
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OOOH,, I will get to it.
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I know. I thought that’s what you were talking about lol.
No rush baby. Plenty of time
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Later, while I am missing you.
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I am already missing you
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LOL . Me too
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It is long, so I want to read it when you are gone. But I went through the comments. DAMN it must be smouldering.
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Yes. To say the least.
I have to go baby.
So…
Lots of feelings for you ❤️
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Toodles Beautiful….later
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Stepping out for a minute. I want to make a lasagna today. I will be back in about 20 minutes.
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Okay baby.
I’m here for about another hour.
I know.
Don’t
❤️
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That is all shouts a pouting Lonely Author
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Yeah…
But we still have time.
Hurry up and go!!!
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Here in the market answering you while I squeeze the melons….
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Hahaha! Oh my god.
You are a very bad boy.
Do they feel good?
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Not as good as your I bet.
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Mine are quite… delicious. I have to agree
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OOOOOOOOOOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yeah. Oh is right
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Suckie suckie
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Is exactly what I need. Plus more things
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Suckie suckie everywhere
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I taste very sweet
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Torturing woody today are we?
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One of my favourite hobbies these days.
Since someone else is torturing my poor heart- I seek … payback lol
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LOL
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A little time left. But I may disappear without a goodbye, so don’t be surprised.
But you have so much to read and enjoy on your blog and one veeery long comment from someone which of course you can leave until the very end.
I am still here but in case, I will be back for about half an hour around 2ish your time.
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I understand. I always expect that so we can churn out every minute,
Your comment was outstanding.
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Took me a while…but you deserved those thoughts
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Aaaww gracias baby
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Yeah. I am pretty delightful ❤️
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From head to toe
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Do you ever look at my photos
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All the effing time….
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Perfect ❤️
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Haha!
Loving that.
Do NOT be sorry
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It has.
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It was one of the reasons for showing myself to you ❤️
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Thank you. Very thoughtful
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Right? I am nothing if not thoughtful
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I know you are.
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Lol
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Nice,dear!!
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